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i realized something which is very important to me.. i just browsed through the website las few days to search about ways to be brave and confident..

first tips it provided is Dun ever think too much when you want to do something. i think it's the only effective way for me to do . the other ways such as do what you dun dare to do bt u wn to do so badly for 15 min? i currently dunhave guts to drive. bt is it enuf to do it for 15 min?? i think its really can., i would jus need to practice hw to reverse and parking at my house's parking area. oki. the others way i forgot ady

ahhhhhh.. why am i so timid??.. my dear has been waiting for me to go find him and i act lik a coward keep blaming to the viva(manual car). aiks. i shudnt behave like this. its just so.. hated?? why can i be so stupid in driving? i can drive steaily on the road. but when i come to parking or reverse. god.. i have no idea.. turn stering to left or right is totally so unfamiliar with me.. im a noob or wat?? i need my dad's help so much.

besides tht, i do need to overcome the fear.. fear that mati enjin at roundabout? which is really dangerous once u failed to do it. roundabout is just on the highway. can u imagine it? stop at the junction and cause traffic jam. wahhh.... ahahha.. i cant stop imagine bout it.. i must.. wat? practice la... my sis is indeed assisting me alot. she's been my guard all the time during driving. and her temper is just same as my dadone.. which giving me much pressure until i scare this scare tht. bt without them, i wont know my reversing and parking skill can be sucks lik this.. !! argghh... what to do,, im waiting for dad coming back, to head to the senadin. ahh.. i wish everything is ok la.. .. jus be relax ma.. relax. mhmmh.. ah!!