AGAIN!!

it seems that i had once again let the chance gone.. hmmh.. y i owes not grab the chance tightly and always think very much before doing anything. simple to say, im coward and thinking much is just an excuse. my hated personality has created alot of problems to me.. lol..

once i see so many cars park at the parking lot. my leg is started to shiver. why wont i try to challenge myself. just parking a small viva between two cars IS REALLY HARD for me le.. argghh..i dunno why am i so scared of parking.. maybe i will nvr do anything which im nt sure to do it. its just like i could hardly estimate the distance, the direction which the stering to turn to.. i need to think b4 i start to release my clutch. of cos i know im the beginner, i shudnt be so rushing.. however, car is bought for driving, nt for decoration. i do wish i can drive to senadin with my viva start from tomolo onwards. bt bt bt.. see ... finding excuse again. aiks.. shi bai a.......

whatever it is, im going to set a goal for myself, that is driving to senadin from next mon onwards. no more excuse.. i need to be brave .. i knw.. i shud not be timid.. arggh.. what makes me so scared to drive thr? mati engine? no of cos.. diff conditionn will be if i drive the van. becuz it looks bigger and strong... wakaka.. serious, im nt kidding.. its ok for me to drive van.. i feel no fear at all... the new car is giving me alot of pressure. how would i overcome it? arggh.. somebody helps me..

oki.. im thinking of revealing my abandon space to everyone.. any readers.. aahha.. needs someone help to post my link le. ahaha.. kla.. write till here first.. i need to continue with my research on BIS .. ermmm.... arghhhhh... sien....