unhappy life

For me, my current life is getting out of my preference..

My desired university life :
1. Joining uni club- dancing club ..
2. Spending time with member of the clubs (to know more people)
3. Organiser of some activities
4. spending money to enjoy the food sold in FIRST stall at cafeteria
5. Spending my weekend with frens (going to sing k, clubbing, wander around in Miri)
6. NO driving everyday all the way from house to campus for 30 min !! (this is the one i mostly want to get rid of).
7. Someone who is kind enuf to send me to and back from campus everyday. wakakak.. dreaming!!

u know wht.. some people who is stupid . in other words living everyday randomly are happily than those who are responsible in studies, reducing burden of family.. bla bla bla.. i wish i could be like a random person. jus being it for a moment..

sometime i did jealous those who are rich.. spending parents' money lik water flowing from pipe.. bla bla bla. i know this is somehing tht unfilial.. ha! ..

For those who knows im currentlyworking as tutor.. ha... im having a wonderful life. money enter to my wallet every month.. sounds good le.. but. i have to use this money to pay the broadband monthy fee, my hp reload, food expenses..... ha.. half of my monthly salary is gone. Half of it wil be my saving.. ha.. hw wonderful is my life. im grumbling for now.. jus for today..

Half of my freedom is gone becuz of money. ha!! wht comforting me is that i stil gt my huibby la!! hhahaha.. hmhmhm. i do want to move to senadin. driving everyday is tiring lo.. haiz.. renting a room at senadin is expensive than the monthly expenses on fuel. this thought of mind took away the moment i can be spent with him. i wish i can have my weekend with him u knw. bt aiks.. money is fooling ppl around. i hate this.. !!

i gt new desire. FAST FAST GRADUATED from CURTIN.. i will start to work , earning money to buy my own car. ha!!!!!!!! and also FAST FAST getting married le.. haha.. wht i really want actually?? once i step out from uni, burden wil become heavier right? u knw, car installment fee, fuel expense la.. ahhahaa..........living is not easy.. ha........ in conclusion.. LIVE CURRENT LIFE IN THE FULLEST LA.. do wht i wan.. ha!! dun think too much. thts all..... ahhhhhhhh.

tuna fish ;p

this whole day i have been thinking how to not spend much money to buy textbook.. ahha.. this bothers me much.. because the textbook is really very expensive jo ;(.. aih.. while im worrying bout my studies this year, i browse through facebook. and i saw Tina was on the facebook as well.. :)...

Nostalgia of us being with her during foundation is there whn i gt deep chat with her.. tears almost shed. i nvr had the feeling like this.. it's my first time.. its my first time i told lucas that i miss my fren.. ahhaa.. aih.. i told nyuk must be visiting tina during year end holiday.. ahah.. i am so excited.. hopefully this plan could work =)..

im still chatting with her.. lol.. hoping that she could make new frens soon there.. as many as could .. ahha.. so that she wont be lonely there.. lol.. if u are reading this post, i hope u keep blogging k? jus to let us know ur situation.. ahha..

i owes complain to lucas that i gt less fren.. whenever i m sad, i wil look for him.. i wont think of finding of frens.. i also dunno why.. because i gt not many frens?? i could hard to approach frens when there is something bothering me.. however, iw ill approach to strangers.. or to the one i dunno much about him or her.. it's weird.. however, i wil change this bad habit.. i shall find my frens to make my frens comfort me, help me.. ahha..

time is passing fast, fact is cruel.. seasons, we are growing up everyday, growing older every year.. the distance between us is increasing.. but i hope we still keep in touch no matter hw busy we are.. i nvr wan to lose this precious friendship.. ahha.. my words is truly reflecting wht im thinking in my mind, in my heart.. ahah.. ;p

take care of urself k Tina.. dun worry .. ur engine will start soon :).. remember..ur laughter is the best medicine for ppl surrounding u. ahha. hoping u live healthy and happily there.. Good Luck in everything :)..

hu nian .. roarrrrrrrrrr

happy Tiger year to everyone first. aha. today is the sixth day of Chinese new year. i think its really late to say xing nian kuai le now.. aha.. at least im saying it now rather than none..

according to china's fortune teller, those who's chinese horoscope is snake gt better finance luck this year.. of cos, effort hav to be paid.. same goes those whose horoscope are Virgo.. money will go into ur pocket endlessly. aha. lol.. of cos it's better to nt to be superstitious la.. plus i jus left RM 30 in my wallet nia. so im nt a rich gal ya. ahha.. =D..

new sem is commencing soon. im so excited!! before that, i would only excited bout his coming back to Miri. omg.. next friday is coming soon.. ahha..ahha.. haha.. i think these few days i will stay happy very happy. ahha..

guess wht. im very happy to welcome the day of sem commencing.. i hd done copying the timetable .. i hav done to view the booklist.. i m now searching for second hand textbooks.. ha.. bt this time is harder. cuz less ppl take the same course as me.. ah.. who shud i look for? eeeeeeee. dun wan to bother it first. aha..

oh.. im currently using celcom broadband in my new house. hehe.. mobile onlining is jus very fun.. ahhaha.. ;p.. lastly happy chinese new year to everyone once again.. ahha.. take care of the weight ya. ahaa. especially to my dear gals' fren.. ahaa