unhappy life

For me, my current life is getting out of my preference..

My desired university life :
1. Joining uni club- dancing club ..
2. Spending time with member of the clubs (to know more people)
3. Organiser of some activities
4. spending money to enjoy the food sold in FIRST stall at cafeteria
5. Spending my weekend with frens (going to sing k, clubbing, wander around in Miri)
6. NO driving everyday all the way from house to campus for 30 min !! (this is the one i mostly want to get rid of).
7. Someone who is kind enuf to send me to and back from campus everyday. wakakak.. dreaming!!

u know wht.. some people who is stupid . in other words living everyday randomly are happily than those who are responsible in studies, reducing burden of family.. bla bla bla.. i wish i could be like a random person. jus being it for a moment..

sometime i did jealous those who are rich.. spending parents' money lik water flowing from pipe.. bla bla bla. i know this is somehing tht unfilial.. ha! ..

For those who knows im currentlyworking as tutor.. ha... im having a wonderful life. money enter to my wallet every month.. sounds good le.. but. i have to use this money to pay the broadband monthy fee, my hp reload, food expenses..... ha.. half of my monthly salary is gone. Half of it wil be my saving.. ha.. hw wonderful is my life. im grumbling for now.. jus for today..

Half of my freedom is gone becuz of money. ha!! wht comforting me is that i stil gt my huibby la!! hhahaha.. hmhmhm. i do want to move to senadin. driving everyday is tiring lo.. haiz.. renting a room at senadin is expensive than the monthly expenses on fuel. this thought of mind took away the moment i can be spent with him. i wish i can have my weekend with him u knw. bt aiks.. money is fooling ppl around. i hate this.. !!

i gt new desire. FAST FAST GRADUATED from CURTIN.. i will start to work , earning money to buy my own car. ha!!!!!!!! and also FAST FAST getting married le.. haha.. wht i really want actually?? once i step out from uni, burden wil become heavier right? u knw, car installment fee, fuel expense la.. ahhahaa..........living is not easy.. ha........ in conclusion.. LIVE CURRENT LIFE IN THE FULLEST LA.. do wht i wan.. ha!! dun think too much. thts all..... ahhhhhhhh.