My 生活, 我的 Life

unhappy life

2010-03-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

For me, my current life is getting out of my preference..

My desired university life :
1. Joining uni club- dancing club ..
2. Spending time with member of the clubs (to know more people)
3. Organiser of some activities
4. spending money to enjoy the food sold in FIRST stall at cafeteria
5. Spending my weekend with frens (going to sing k, clubbing, wander around in Miri)
6. NO driving everyday all the way from house to campus for 30 min !! (this is the one i mostly want to get rid of).
7. Someone who is kind enuf to send me to and back from campus everyday. wakakak.. dreaming!!

u know wht.. some people who is stupid . in other words living everyday randomly are happily than those who are responsible in studies, reducing burden of family.. bla bla bla.. i wish i could be like a random person. jus being it for a moment..

sometime i did jealous those who are rich.. spending parents' money lik water flowing from pipe.. bla bla bla. i know this is somehing tht unfilial.. ha! ..

For those who knows im currentlyworking as tutor.. ha... im having a wonderful life. money enter to my wallet every month.. sounds good le.. but. i have to use this money to pay the broadband monthy fee, my hp reload, food expenses..... ha.. half of my monthly salary is gone. Half of it wil be my saving.. ha.. hw wonderful is my life. im grumbling for now.. jus for today..

Half of my freedom is gone becuz of money. ha!! wht comforting me is that i stil gt my huibby la!! hhahaha.. hmhmhm. i do want to move to senadin. driving everyday is tiring lo.. haiz.. renting a room at senadin is expensive than the monthly expenses on fuel. this thought of mind took away the moment i can be spent with him. i wish i can have my weekend with him u knw. bt aiks.. money is fooling ppl around. i hate this.. !!

i gt new desire. FAST FAST GRADUATED from CURTIN.. i will start to work , earning money to buy my own car. ha!!!!!!!! and also FAST FAST getting married le.. haha.. wht i really want actually?? once i step out from uni, burden wil become heavier right? u knw, car installment fee, fuel expense la.. ahhahaa..........living is not easy.. ha........ in conclusion.. LIVE CURRENT LIFE IN THE FULLEST LA.. do wht i wan.. ha!! dun think too much. thts all..... ahhhhhhhh.

tuna fish ;p

2010-02-25T06:33:00.000-08:00

this whole day i have been thinking how to not spend much money to buy textbook.. ahha.. this bothers me much.. because the textbook is really very expensive jo ;(.. aih.. while im worrying bout my studies this year, i browse through facebook. and i saw Tina was on the facebook as well.. :)...

Nostalgia of us being with her during foundation is there whn i gt deep chat with her.. tears almost shed. i nvr had the feeling like this.. it's my first time.. its my first time i told lucas that i miss my fren.. ahhaa.. aih.. i told nyuk must be visiting tina during year end holiday.. ahah.. i am so excited.. hopefully this plan could work =)..

im still chatting with her.. lol.. hoping that she could make new frens soon there.. as many as could .. ahha.. so that she wont be lonely there.. lol.. if u are reading this post, i hope u keep blogging k? jus to let us know ur situation.. ahha..

i owes complain to lucas that i gt less fren.. whenever i m sad, i wil look for him.. i wont think of finding of frens.. i also dunno why.. because i gt not many frens?? i could hard to approach frens when there is something bothering me.. however, iw ill approach to strangers.. or to the one i dunno much about him or her.. it's weird.. however, i wil change this bad habit.. i shall find my frens to make my frens comfort me, help me.. ahha..

time is passing fast, fact is cruel.. seasons, we are growing up everyday, growing older every year.. the distance between us is increasing.. but i hope we still keep in touch no matter hw busy we are.. i nvr wan to lose this precious friendship.. ahha.. my words is truly reflecting wht im thinking in my mind, in my heart.. ahah.. ;p

take care of urself k Tina.. dun worry .. ur engine will start soon :).. remember..ur laughter is the best medicine for ppl surrounding u. ahha. hoping u live healthy and happily there.. Good Luck in everything :)..

hu nian .. roarrrrrrrrrr

2010-02-20T04:08:00.000-08:00

happy Tiger year to everyone first. aha. today is the sixth day of Chinese new year. i think its really late to say xing nian kuai le now.. aha.. at least im saying it now rather than none..

according to china's fortune teller, those who's chinese horoscope is snake gt better finance luck this year.. of cos, effort hav to be paid.. same goes those whose horoscope are Virgo.. money will go into ur pocket endlessly. aha. lol.. of cos it's better to nt to be superstitious la.. plus i jus left RM 30 in my wallet nia. so im nt a rich gal ya. ahha.. =D..

new sem is commencing soon. im so excited!! before that, i would only excited bout his coming back to Miri. omg.. next friday is coming soon.. ahha..ahha.. haha.. i think these few days i will stay happy very happy. ahha..

guess wht. im very happy to welcome the day of sem commencing.. i hd done copying the timetable .. i hav done to view the booklist.. i m now searching for second hand textbooks.. ha.. bt this time is harder. cuz less ppl take the same course as me.. ah.. who shud i look for? eeeeeeee. dun wan to bother it first. aha..

oh.. im currently using celcom broadband in my new house. hehe.. mobile onlining is jus very fun.. ahhaha.. ;p.. lastly happy chinese new year to everyone once again.. ahha.. take care of the weight ya. ahaa. especially to my dear gals' fren.. ahaa

rojak

2010-01-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

something is bothering me now.. she's my best fren in secondary school.. (those who studied at the same secondary school as me shud know bout her)..i couldnt reach her either through text msg or facebook.. no respond from her which makes me kinda upset.. i wonder is anything happens to her. or does she change?? i hope tis is nt wht i had expected.. i hav nvr been trying to phone calling fren by asking how are u etc.. mhmh.. i just text her jus nw, still, no respond. wat's actually happened to her?? ahhhhh..

another thing bothers me which is.. aiks.. trust is hard to be gained.. especially when u wan somebody to trust u.. i m scared i would do anything tht broke the trust tht u hav to me again. aiks.. im tired..

cny is coming soon.. sis is coming back here soon.. i expect good newscould come for me after cny.. my health, my wealth, my relationship, my friendship, my family.. i hope i could always find solution for every difficulty.. God bless me ..

im going to move into new house soon.. the date of moving in hasnt comfirm, for sure is within next week.. ahh.. new house.. new surrounding for me.. new financial burden, owh.... and internet.. i wan to get u before cny.. will it be possible? aih.....

shopping day

2010-01-24T05:58:00.000-08:00

me n my family had been shopped the whole morning in Parkson. too much thing to buy yet limited money.. i bought myself a heel..a high and thick heel.. i was delighted by this purchase.. it is indeed hard to find a shoes that suit perfectly to my taste.. even though it may not be a comfortable to wear for long time, bt stil i purchased it .. why? i like the design.. n i think i wil only wear it during special occasion such as the coming cny, wedding dinner.. ahha.. wil nt wear it during hang out..

i bought it at Vincci with price.. RM 60 something .. i think it's a valuable price.. the lao ban niang said she just ordered one size for every each of this type of heels.. this is green. there are brown and black stil available ther.. i had took the size of 6..!! im lucky one.. lol.. green is the most beautiful color among the other two. i dun like black even though it seems gorgeous.. i use my own money to buy it le.. aduh.. ahhaa... wht a contended day for me. =D

we bought alot of things to prepapre to move to our new house.. haha.. many things to buy yet limited money lo... we bought a vase and fake flower for cny decoration.. ahaa. wht. the crowd looked at me as i walked to basement carpark.. the fake stem of flowers is long.. ahhaa...

sunday is so-called as family day.. we supposed to go to pizza hut to have lunch. bt there has been fully crowded .. no seat available. . ya. finally went to marrybrown.. ahh..still, kfc spicy fried chicken is my forever favorite lo!!

p/s: my sis is coming back to here from kuching on 3/2.. exactly on the birthday day of my youngest sis. ahha.. !! we're going to move into new house before cny.. hahaa!! hah!! wht a busy holiday for me!! ahha

2010-01-20T06:39:00.000-08:00

i have no motivation to update blog.. !!

i miss datuk matahari

2010-01-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

eeeee... as title said.. today was a total rainy day.. the sky has started to rain since i woke up from sleep untill now.. Raining God. i shall not blame u. the one i shud blame is nenek wind.. becuz of ur powerful strength. datuk matahari couldnt fight u and kept hiding in the cloud.. aih.. the worst is adik hujan is enthusiast to help u make the rain dropping.. wat else.. abang cloud is loving each other until no one could separate the them.. aduhai...

Nenek monsoon, can u pls do me a favor. let me see my precious datuk matahari. he's been rest the whole day today. dun u wan it to slack for the nex following days? he needs to work .. i mean. mayb not the whole day. just one day... 5 hours like tht.. it's enuf for me to see him 5 hours.. my clothes need his warmth to be dried. . my umbrella has been working the whole day today. i wan to let it rest.. it wont want to be hit by the big rain dropping.. it feels hurt..

so.. adik angin, nenek monsoon and abang cloud.. hopefully u hear my prayer.. i will be very grateful for fulfilling my wish =D...

p/s: LIFE WONT GO AS EASY AS YOU WANT.. life is not life without DISASTER!!

Good Friday ^^

2010-01-08T05:32:00.000-08:00

today is ..... FRIDAY !! haha.. since im boring, i gt nothing to do, so i decided to do an update.. :)
sis finally withdraw money from bank account. ish. she owed me RM 20 for mum's birthday present.. ha!! God knows she is generous.. straight away give me another RM 30 without finding her changes.. aha..

eeeeee.. nth special today la. i went earlier to tuition center just now after i sent sis to work after lunch. since i dun wan to back and forth to tuition center, i straight away went there.. ahha. found that Pei Sing was the earliest one!! ahha... she was doing her homework.. i deem that form 6 students are busier than the uni students. they take more subjects than us ba.. i m really impressed with her. i think she gt more tuition class than me lo.a haha. she is a vivid girl.. she likes to cheer the students by organising enjoyable class. u know, she is responsible for P1 class, interesting class will only overwhelm the kids... ahha. . she is the right tutor wht. ahah.

i gt p3 BC class today.. hmhmm.. some faces are familiar.. they were the students i taught in P2 last year.. ahha. thar's y, i m still able to remember them . some faces are new.. 4 out of 9 come from North.. ha!! my primary school.. i realised North's students are having more homework than the other Chinese primary schools.. luckily all of them obtained 70++ above in the year-end chinese test . my hard work had been paid off. ahha.. good good =D... the new student even scored 90++ in the test. ha!! It's really impressive.. ahha. i wasnt able to gt 90++ above in the test .. ha!! malu le. ahahha

the class went on smoothly.. not so noisy as i expected.. some of the noti students seemed turn into a new leaf. they did their work done before the class end.. phew.. it made my job easier. u know, i mean no shouting, yelling.. oh~.. hopefully this good condition could maintain until the day i quit teaching.. i know it's hard to please. lol.. kids are unpredictable.. deng deng!! ahha..

overall, im satisfied with the p3 class .. oh~~ as for p2 class.. thy are noisy.. really noisy.. i should find a way to solve these bising kids.. i gt class again on saturday. im hardworking le? ahah.. i want to make myself busy, just to let time flies unexpectedly fast.. ok.. 7 weeks to go.. i know it's still long time to wait.. T.T.. aihhh...

p/s: sis was yelling when we were taking look of our new house.. ha.. she was disatisfied with the wall decoration.. she yelled while the workers were doing their work. hah! she is seriously impulsed.. >.<..

3.1.2010

2010-01-04T01:17:00.000-08:00

the fourth day of the year 2010. ha!! all primary and secondary students packed up the holiday feeling to school start from today onwards. haha..

same as Cathy to Pei Sing. Cathy is A level student and pei sing is form 6 student. both of them went back home earlier since today gt school. where did we go to yesterday? ahha

1.3.09 was a big day for Miss Lim (my tuition centre coordinator).. it was her marriage date.. haha.. alot of thing had done yesterday. i m honour to be invited by her to be 'sister'.. haha.. i have nvr been sister before. it was my first time.. i felt nervous and excited . beat me..i also duno why =D...

Yesterday i woke myself up around 5 am.. ha!! Bride said we must be reached her house by 6:30 am.. so i done the preparation by 5 :45 a.m.. i went to Cathy's house.. three of us will follow Miss Yeo (tutor) to miss's Lim house.. ahha..oh ya!! she wasnt miss anymore. i shall call her Mdm:p.. i put my car outside Cathy's house. Miss Yeo was late!! luckily.. we werent the latest one! haha..

there were a few games which it were set up to be played by the bridegroom and his brothers!! ahha.. All sisters were asked to reach ML house earlier just to prepare the game stuff.. ahha. i worked with cathy and pei sing. we were in-charged with the kissable lips game.. here is the game rule.. All brothers will be applied lipstick by us. and then.. they need to pass the transparent sheet with their red lips. ahhaha.. first person pass to second person then to third person. thy couldnt use hands.. just lips. actually it is easy for them la.. although it is easy, bt not easy when there is time constraint.. hahaha!!

besides games, we were asked to wear flower on our head!! ahha. also, wear green as green is the favorite colour of the bride.. ehhe..

haha!! Tht is Cathy...

sisters has planned to shout 口号when the bridegroom and brothers come. aha..with some motions.. aha..

okie.. bridegroom was late one hour to bride's house. ..he supposed to reach there by 8 am.. we, sisters planned to ply them for one hour something like that.. 10 am that thy need to depart to bridegroom's house. however, haha.. we still can manage to carry out some games.. funny chin.. the guys seems enjoyed alot during the game hours. ahha.

"新郎，我们等你好久了，你终于来了，红包拿来！！"after we shouted, we all blocked the way to let bridegroom enters the house. ahha!! they ran towards us. u know thy are strong. thy are 30++ men. even though we hav 14 gals, thy are strong, we couldnt resist their huge vigor. ha!! cathy was still insisted to block thm.. ahha.. she is awesome . ahha... bt still we were defeated. luckily there were still some men watch over at door thr. ahhaa.. lol.. if nt, they will jus simply intrude the house..

ahhh.. game hours is carried out for 45 minutes only.. nah.. once thy broke the game rule, ANGPAO COME.. ahha.. lol... the brothers unwillingly gave the angpao to us. actually thy angpao is not BIG enuf for me la... we gt alot from them.. sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit ma. ahha!! however, the collected angpao stll need to be divided to all sisters and also some ppl that had helped us to block them.. so it jadi sikit again.. ahha..

nah.. when the game almost finish.. some gals (sisters) include me ran to bride's room to wait ffor the bridegroom's arrival. ahha.. Q n A session was carried before he could meet his bride. the questions related to bride de la. bout her shoes size, Tee shirt size, ring size. ahah.. he couldnt manage to guess it correct. due to the time constraint, we just let him in lo.. ahha!!

ha!! the beautiful moment was finally came.. bridegroom din bring rings with himself. lol.. his brother the one to carry one.. lol... like this also gt.. thn thy exhanged the ring lo. the cameramen were busy to take the photo. ahha. lol..

all sisters went to bridegroom's house after tht, whahah.. my first time sit on Lancer le. ahha. the feeling wasnt great la.. still camry is the best. ahha!!..

his house is big !! and... gorgeous!! i love the design of the house. mhmhm. . i wonder when will i gt such house.. ahha.. all sisters were tired especially three of us =.= by the time we reached his house. aduh..most of us din sleep enuf.. ahah..

almost 1 pm like tht, we went back to bride's house and then Hock Soon(also cathy and pei sing's fren) sent us back to cathy's house. i immediately went back home after i gt the car. i was too tired .. hhaa

i gt another task to do during the wedding dinner. it organised at Eastwood..ha!! lead guest to their own seat.. ha!! the wedding dinner is quite unique.. gt performance in between the wedding dinner. had u guys ever met b4? ahha..

before the wedding dinner starts, bridegroom came out from the backstage.. he was holding a microphone. preparing to sing.. he was singing while walking towards the entrance door.. just out of sudden, bride opened the entrance door and held the mic as well.. singing while walking towards bridegroom.. thy sang english song.. omg.. the scene is sweet and loving.. this is the picture.. a very bad one..

after that, each representatives from each tables were requested by emcees to release the balloon that sticks on the table number stick.. 63 balloons flied to the top tgt.. it's really nice.. no pic here. paiseh. ;p

aiyoyoyo.. i think thts all for that night.. hmmhmh.. the food is nice.. especially the butter fried prawn!! the sos is creamy .. yum yum .. =D...

The end!!

green green

2009-12-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

hehe.. im going to my boss' house during her big day..

on this coming sunday jo.. ahha.. i gt to be informed that every 'sista' need to wear GREEN that day.ha.. too bad.. and sadly i dun have anything green clothes. ha.. thy ask me try to get one.. ok lo. since this afternoon i needed send my sis to consult doc at 2pm.. before 2 pm, i went to hunt for green clothes with my sis..=D ..

haha.. i had tried many green dresses.. At three fashion shops, i had tried out 7 green dresses. ha!! it's hot when you're trying to wear the dresses. especially those got zip one. ha. u know the zip on the dresses is hard to be zipped.. even though i gt my sis' help.. ha..

thanks God, 皇天不负苦心人..finally i found one !! ahhaah xD

nice le ^^..

hahaha.. i gt it for RM 22.. ahha.. blek..

sad thing is sis just left to Kuching two hours ago. ah.h. hoping evrything is gonna be alright with her.. she's smart and independent. i believe she could adapt well to the environment ther.. she is gonna work and study there at the same time.. hoping that she will not be stressed with the life expenses jo. aduh....... ahhhhhhh.. she will be back during CNY.. i know time passes very fast d.. eeeeee.. see u that time my sis .. hmhm.. good luck in ur everything le..

title-less

2009-12-28T05:52:00.000-08:00

i want to have a tattoo..

i had just viewed my colleagues' tattoo picture.

the tattoo on her side of body is sexy and nice!!

it's all black ..

i wish to get one.. but it's expensive jo.. she made the tattoo for Rm 200.. ha. its too much for me. she'd actually made a kinda big-sized of tattoo.. i wish to get smaller one, it's cheaper =D.. ha. who want to accompany me? ha. i really wish to have one. it's sexy le ;p..

sis is going to Kuching . she had registered 美容课程.. she din tell all of us bout this. ha.. so bad one. aduh.... she is going to leave here for six months.. ha.. hoping tht she could able to adapt to the life there.. aduh.. aiks..

ha......

ha!!

2009-12-27T00:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday i stayed at home the whole day. no program. but still a tiring day..

weather is getting worse day by day. morning is still scorching hot . however, sky is getting dark and raining until evening.. hopefully tonight wont rain jo, i still wan to go to watch movie le. ahaha!! AVATAR. here i come !!

talk bout today.. urgh.. wht a mad morning i had. ha. acc sis and bro to RRSS buy their schooling things. the exercise books, textbooks and workbooks.. there was crowded.. as today is the first day of selling the books. we had been there late.. late .. really late.. the queue is really very long. the messy situation at the selling book area is making me sweat unstop.. mum sis and bro stood aside to wait for me to get the books. however, some aunties were blocking my way to reach the salesgirl.. i suggest the in-charged person could arrange the classroom as the selling book area to avoid any careless miscalculation of the receipt and control the crowd as well.. ah..

once we paid the money, we left the crowded place in hurry .. ha!! this is the lesson. check everything u bought carefully before u left. ha. i discovered there is miscalculating on purchasing amount and also there are some books left out. two workbooks of sis and two work books of bro . both of his workbooks have been counted in the paid amount.

After we had lunch with dad at Tasty Point. dad went back home and i drove mum sis and bro to Boulevard.. ha. the main purpose of going to bou is i wan to consult the zhong yi jo. haha. jus to make a body check up. ha. he diagnosed that every organs of mine gt problem. nt only a problem but a SERIOUS problem. he seemed nervous than me. wht he said is kinda exaggerated. i wont trust him completely. it's true that my liver cant function well since my small intestine got problem of absorbing the nutrients. but i din know that this malfunction of small intestine could affect the other organs such as backbone, paru-paru, my kidneys, my pancreas, my heart and my brain.. nah.. . he advised me to eat his medical product. actually its not medicine . its a type of vitamin just that the materials are zhong yao lo.. ha.. not cheap o those products.. i wont announce the price.. i consulted him just to wan to know my health problem. who knows gt tht serious. its time to change my sleeping habit and eating habit. NO cold, NO fried food, NO seafood.. ha.. it's impossible !! i will eat but eat it once in a month. i really will do so for the sake of my kids, my grandchildren.. haha!! im so noble.. nah.. my advise is nvr save money on the behalf of health.. it's a great investment ever. nvr look down on health. it judges ur life man.. hmmmh

ahhh.. i have to giv up my favourite KFC .. it's not a big problem d. hehe.. serious. as long as i dun step my foot to the KFC.. ahha... aiks..

ohya.. i gt an awful cheating experience today. ha.. i went into a medical shop today since thy gt Photostatting service. ha. i nvr know one page of photo-stated paper could cost me RM 0.20.. ha.. malang la!! i photocopied 10 set of paper. ha. it costs me RM 2!! im just too naive.. ha!! .. the medical shop is just besides of Yulan plaza. ha.. ah!! geramnya. mum said tht im stupid. im really stupid lo.. haiz. it wont happen again. shit!!

eeeeeeeeee.. i am going to 天空小便 with my hubby！！ good nite;)

christmas eve

2009-12-25T05:58:00.000-08:00

Just thought that im gonna celebrate christmas eve at home without going out with my fren..

ahh.. who knows.. the strong feeling of going out is resistable ..

i went out with my collegues in last minute. i supposed had a date with them to buy the present for Miss Lim and also dinner tgt.. it's just that i wasnt sure wht time my sis would come back and wht time i could gt the car, i just simply rejected the date.. ahh... i felt so bad with it. cuz i just dun wan to spend christmas eve at home this year. ahha.

then, andy told me that there will be dinner at Soho tonight. i was going about to join them de. who knows sis came back on time and yet my collegues have buy the present. the date is going as planned.. ahha. i quickly took a shower thn went to parkson to meet them..

it's my first time went out with the frens that i know them at outside. i mean not the friends from St Joseph, North and Curtin. ha!! Cathy and Pei Xing are my collegues =D.. i m happy that i could date with them. or i shud say tht i love hanging out with new frens, i love knowing new frens=)..

i think i was late to reach there as i promised.. Pei Xing seemed hungry and tired . they waited for me at Vincci. kinda embarrased with it . i dun lik ppl wait for me le. ahhhh... they brought their fren along.. a boy called Paul Lim. ha.. alll of them are easy going. thy dun treat me as stranger especially paul and Pei Xing.. i love ppl treating me with their own way. no mimic . jus themselves :)

we shopped for the present a while.. since thy had looked for the present before i was there.. thy said there is (parkson) nt many choices for the present .. so we decided to go to moment hits? to shop for the present.. wht we had planned is lik this, going to dine at 9 2 5 first then jus go to moment hits.. who knows paul accidentally needed to have bath first .. so they arrived there late .by the time i gt informed to it, i was already reached at 9 2 5.

ha.. so i walked alone to moment hits to look for the present... too bad,no nice present is there.. thn i walked around at toys world. bored. then i went up to Belle's Bookshop.. ha.. soon after that i received cathy's call.

ha.. i went back to 9 2 5 to meet them. ha.. thy invited other fren to join us as well.. the other gal which is Shook Ching. ha! i know another new fren today. ahhaha!! then all of us were having chat tgt .. ha! nice moment.. which i liked it very much =D!!

time passed very fast.. we said good bye to each other with happy feeling. hehe.. i hope there will be next outing with them again!! hehe..

i continued my night outing to Soho. ha!! the town area especially somewhere near the Soho.. crowded with cars and ppl. ah!! Luckily i managed to find parking space. ahhaha!!

then i met up with siaw them lo.. ah.. and suto the four besties. ahaha!! i tot i would be going to Thai Bar after that... ha!! jus only me a gal go with the guys? to the night club? no way..i m feeling bad once i think of it. i cant do it. cuz i had promised my bf . ha!! and it's nt good to leave my bf alone at home while i was gathering wit my frens in the late night. ha. so i decided to go home.!!

that's hw i celebrated christmas eve. not special bt enuf unque for me. cuz i nvr went out with frens during this ocassion. hahah.. ha.. today is christmas.. and i din go out the whole day. ahha.. merry christmas once again to everyone.. :D

2009-12-24T18:36:00.000-08:00

m3rry Christmas everyone..

Red Boom!!

2009-12-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

i received a red boom today =D

it was my tuition centre's coordinator.. she is going to be married next year on January!

hahaa.. It was my first time received red boom.

i'm very elated!!

i actually ever thought that whether she will invite me to her wedding dinner o nt

ha.. who knows it'd really happened now..

wahahhaha..

mummy said need to give angpao to her..

but she is my senior, the junior gives angpao as her marriage present?

i think it's not suitable jo. ha!!

since this is my first time to receive the red boom jo,

i must select the present for the bride and bridegroom by myself..

ha

i decide to share the present's budget with other two tutors jo..

ahhaa.. thy agree with it too =D...

im looking forward to see the beauty bride ..

she will be the most beautiful and gorgeous and happiest gal in the world that day..

wishing this pair of spouse living happily ever after..

Fruitful day

2009-12-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

ahha.. the title reveals my mood for today=D.. ahha..

i tot that today would be a tiring and boring day again since last night i turned in late which is around 12:30 am like that. 6 hours isnt enuf for me to sleep. ah.. ahha.. precious sleeping time is sacirficed to have sms session with my bf :p.. i shud nt do this eveyday, or else my body will be collapsed very soon

ha. i received an unexpected present today when i was working. i was nt elated once i received it as i was too tired and sleepy.. my performance was bad today. my blury mind affected my teaching performance today.. i was able to perform better at the beginning of the class.. bt my patience is reaching byond the limit after the break. i couldnt stop my students from making loud noise.. even though my voice is loud .. bt i think it din work. wht i did is i just kept yelling to them.. wht.. it's insolent to talk while other ppl is speaking.. something like tht la.. bt this dint work to them. thy could resist of it. i have no idea.. the only thing i can do is kept struggling to until the class end. i felt so relieved when the students left. ah. ..

it's rarely that i could out alone to shopping mall. i nvr did that since i gt car to drive.. no la. this is my second time.. ahha.. i drove all the way from tuition centre to x-cuisine to have my lunch there.. by the time i parked my car, i realised parking coupon is ran out. as im too lazy and stingy to go the other side of the pelita area to buy the parking coupon, i left there and went to Boulevard to buy "something".

ha! i bought two blessing cards for "them".. i posted these two card all the way to west malaysia. ha!! it was my first to post card !! ahah.. i learnt something new today.. posting card!! ahaha.. for those who nvr posted letter or card b4, ha! wht u need to do is..

1. Glue ur envelope to make sure it's sealed up.
2. Purchase stamp at counter 8 and 9 at post office. (the price of the stamp is depending of ur envelope's size)
3. Paste the stamp at the right upside of the envelope.
4. Toss it into the mail box (gt two boxes, one is sending to lain-lain tempat, the other one is for sarawak only)

Easy steps ya.. ahha!!

oh ya.. i bought a singaporean series ..沸腾冰点.. The Defining Moment starring by Fann Wong... ha!! and a music cd.. aha. before i left bou, i pampared myself with a cup of vanilla milktea with pearl . ha!! i realised that i was kinda enjoyed to shop with myself. ahha.!!

i went back home around 3 something like that. after i had finished folding the clothes, i decided to watch the singaporean series. ha.. i spent two hours to watch it. haha.. its story line is kinda similar with 双子星.. . no freshing story line. nah...

Mum gt to knw tht i was shopping all by myself without bringing them . she blamed me. ha.. to show my apologise, i brought her along with my big sis and little sis to shopping just now . during evening.. ha! we went to Imperial.. ah!! aha.. suprisingly there was still many spaces at car park . the car park oppsite the post office le. ha. i tot the car park shud be full since christmas is just around the corner. nah..

sis bought masks for her senior,, she bought 10 masks .. one package of it costs RM 5.90.. the christmas promotion makes 10 packages of masks cost RM 38 only.. 4 masks for her senior and
6 for ourselves. ha!! ahhaha. gt mask to use le. ahhahaha..

after the shopping at Imperial, i sent my big sis to Sajian Warisan then headed to Parkson. It was my first time to park my car at the underground car park. . i m dread to drive my car to the upstair one car park. ah.. manual car couldnt survive when there is traffic jam . ha..

ah.. i went to Summit, i had intention to buy a pair of heels which i gt spot it long time ago. ah. mana tau the salesgal told me tht it was the last pair. the other one of the last pair is displayed outside and it's been wore by thousand of women. hw could i buy this for myself. ah. since she said there will be new shoes arrived around or during christmas day, i gave up my lovely heels. ha. hopefully there will be one that is better than this. ha!!

i was disappointed. din buy anything for myselg after a long hours of shopping for today. i was once stepped into the Lea Centre. mum asked me to search for one there . who knows i could find the best one. ok. there it is, i found it!! ahha.. a pair of lovely slippper which utterly suits my ttaste. ha. without long consideration, i bought it.. It costs me RM 38.90. ha. its considered cheaper la i think. no picture of it is posted here. paiseh. ha! i bought mum a pair of slipper . ha@ i feel so good tht i could bought her stuff with my own money.. ahha.. i feel good!! da da da da da!
xD

ha.. done the story telling for today. ha! ahha.. i m so deadly tired now. ahha. i wan to go slep le.. ahha enjoy reading this entry. i spent almost 45 mins to write this le. do appreciate my hard work. ha. good night my fren :D

my holiday

2009-12-20T04:18:00.000-08:00

ha..i nvr expect anyone would demand an update from me. ahha.. tht's u jenny. ahha

it will be soon to step into third week of December.. time is passing by faster expectedly as i m having a holiday job and busy working as a house maid. ahha!!

everyday is repeating the same routine.. im sure that there are some ppl still haven't know tht i work as tutor at Tutor A tuition centre. i have been worked around three months there.. ahah. the previous two months, i was just teaching one subject that is chinese of primary 2. this month, i m teaching the primary 4, BM and BI. these two subjects are my weakest subject. haha. i din get good grade during SPM for these two subjects. haha.. however, i gt A for BM n BI in PMR. ahha..it proves that im still qualified to teach them ok?

hahaha.. that reminds me of my primary 4 students. thy will nvr let me have a nice day.. lol.. speaking of this, at first, i was assigned to be the assistant in the class.. wht is the job of assistant?? nah.. tutoring the poorest students who couldnt catch up during class.. i was unsatisfied to be the tutor assistant because it was boring.. Then as the number of student increased, it changed my position, i switch to be primary 4's tutor.. hhahaha.. i was happy with my new position lo.. mainly becuz i could interact with the students as the way i like and could conduct my own class with my own style.. ahha..

The first day when i started to teach the p4 students. i found that thy were too quiet. i dun like this cuz the quientive environment made me nervous . ahah.. thn i asked them to make some noise. i asked them why u guys so quiet? thinking of it now, im totally regret for wht i'd done..
ish.. thy make more noise as each day pass by.. nah..

i notice tht primary 4 students are childish than the primary 2 one. thy could quarrel over small matter.. the topic they share omg..which make me very bored.. especially thy like to show off.. one day, a boy brought a topic about race car wht la. then the other boy started to show off hw many race car he gt. "mine one gt remote control one le, how bout urs?" " i have 4 race cars le, u le?" .. ah...... i do wish the class can end soon everytime..

sometime thy could irritate me .. i think nt sometime, is everyday.. dun think tht im a nice tutor. i m nt.. if u treat me nice, listen to wht i have taught, be a good kid, thn i will treat u the same way too.. those who offend me, i could simply yell at them.. aiks. bt nt with foul language la. aduh..there are some tutors who are younger than me, treat the primary students very sweet. ah.. im nt friendly de la.. there is a gal in my class often talk to me bout her stuff. ahhh. im nt interested with it la. im 20 le bah. ah.. haha. i seriously cant be a kindergarten teacher la.. ahha

honestly speaking, im getting fed up by being a tutor since the students often make me mad.. nahh.. thy wont be quiet at least a min de lo.. everyday i have to shout loudly, jus to cover their noise..some students compliment my voice is sharp and louder than them one.. lol...

ah...my teaching skill isnt good.. i dunno if my teaching could easily be understanding by those poor students o nt. hmhmh. of cos im still young in this job, i will keep learning to teach them. ahha.. hahah..good communication skill is important ok? ahahha.

kla.. i will stop sharing about this by now. i expect for more interested thing about them so that i could share it with u guys ma.. haha.. i will do update frequently de la. ahha ;p have a good night everyone =D

aha? final exam is over?

2009-11-17T07:33:00.000-08:00

yuhoo..finally the torturing moment is came to the end.

i shud be feeling extremely happy

however, i feel down and tired..

down becuz lucas is down.. and the cloudy day turned my mood down.

i met raymond while i was waiting for lucas at G2 comp lab.

we chatted for a while and he told me tht im becoming thinner and thinner every each time he met me at campus.

i was thinking. saying to myself in my heart: " no way!!"

ahha..in addition to tht, he is quite amazed with my panda eyes..

my eyes condition doesnt good today. visibly swollen!!

ah... !!

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in conclusion, i was nt relieved after the final exam.. i also dunno why? lucas' mood swing did seriously affect my mood

aiks. i wanna make apologise to my sisters today.. tina, wei, nyuk and pris..

sorry tht i couldnt be wit u guys today.. it was the early plan said tht today wil be our final exam celebration . aiks.. so sorry bout this.. i shud make an outing appointment wit u guys again.. wait for my text msg ba. ahha.. !!

lastly..

sweet and lovely happy holiday blessing to all of u ..

hopefully all of u could enjoy the hoilday to the fullest

nvr everlet the result of final exam spoil ur holiday!!

ahhaha..

reality.

2009-11-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

reading is really not my iinterest..

by reading the chapters of marketing is indeed getting me bored..

i wish the book author stop being long-winded..

y din publication company design the chapters in creative way so tht we, readers able to absorb the fact as when reading it once..

for example, dun form the fact or information in no-spacing-paragraph.

this idea wil later lead to another problem.

tht is overloaded pages which charging more cost. .

thr is nvr perfect solution for every each problems.

perfect solution = no DISADVANTAGES

ahaha.. i think wht i said here is kinda make sense..

by reading through the textbook chapters

for example,

anyone of the marketing promotion tools surely comprise advantage and disadvantages..

also, the organisation structure.. tall and flat organisation.. blah blah blah..

this knowledge is useful and it could be applied in ur future career.. serious? i dunno.. im still pursuing studies..

whtever it is.. fact is still fact, reality is the place to live. i wil stil try my best to read through the bored chapters

i hopefully i could gt return from the huge investment of studying in university.. if nt.. return as in MONEY, STATUS, POSITION AND WEALTH.. ahaha..

these are jus the minor return.. the major one is that giving pleasant and better life to my parents..

blek.. im a filial daughter din i? ahah

ABANDONED??

2009-10-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

i have finally realised the feeling being abandoned.

or i should say it in other way.

im having long time not being feeling lik this..

most of the time i was being abandoned.. i was actually used to it in my past ..

i mind y i m being abandoned. . this is the worst feeling as it may seem as signs of someone is going to leave you OR someone doesnt deem you as their NEED... what i mean here is.. when thy are happy, thy NEED u to share wit their happiness. whenever they are sad, they NEED ur comfort..

i had experienced it. tht's y i have this thought. aiks. it's now coming back..

bt this time i dun care really much.. cuz it's pointless..

.. i feel better after expressing whtever makes me feel being abandoned.

tha nks to bloggie.. i hope i wont come here with abandoning feeling for the next time..

aiks..................

Moon moon moon~

2009-10-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

bro had won a consolation prize in drawing competition which organised by Leo Club.. ahha

honestly speaking i nvr expect him to gt any prizes..

ahah.. we kept telling him tht dun be sad if u dun gt anything..

of cos he is anticipating for winning a prize lo..

ahaha.. finally and unexpectedly,his hard work is paid off.. see his smiling face.. ahha

this is the group pictures of participants and Leos'...

his prize is one money paper of RM 50 .. ahha

spot him from the picture is nt diff d. . ther is only one person who looks to the camera's direction. tht is my bro.. ahahha..

wht a happy day and woohoo day!!

before i end this post,

ahha..

happy mid-autumn festival for everyone ya!! =D

my house......

2009-09-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

preview of my incomplete house. it's gonna be my safe and warming little place for the whole life.. duduudud..!!

hooray!! im going to have my own homesweethome.. =D

wow........ wahhh.......

2009-09-16T20:31:00.000-07:00

Exam week is just passed by.

it seems like im going to turn someone's down..

aisk aiks.. i was surprised and sighing with my behaviour that treat exam as a small quiz..

aiks.. in other word, being not serious in exam lo. aiks.. i din try my best to do the las test i had yesterday. which it made me so regret. i din check the answer i had written down, i jus simply scanned through only. omg.. wht's really happened to me? i felt nt proud of myself in this way..

due to the time limit, i was like giving up to gt good rsult for this assessment. omg.. the simple questions it have, bt i couldnt able to make a quick draft for the answer. lol...

wht's my ultimate hope is that i wish lecturer could read my suspended handwriting and accept it.. and... i wish d answer i wrote is correct. i dun wan to receive a big bomb whn i return to school le. aiyoyoyyoo. aiks..

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few assignments to follow up. aiks.. i seriously prefer assingment more than exam. why? simple reason it gt. i could have more time to think about hw to complete my assignment. unless eco exam, i have no time to think further..

ahhhhhhhhhhhh... im currently doing accounting business management report now. SWOT is driving me crazy.. is thr any strength with curtin? ermmmmmmm....... i dun see it much..... aiks..... full of aiks.........

yea.......................... im going to meet my little students this afternoon. im hoping that they could brighten up my day .. ehhehe... thy are just very INNOCENT.. ahaha..

p/s: it's raining now.. i dun wn rainy day ruins my mood man. i hate raining in day time. @#$%^&*()

my interesting students =D=)

2009-09-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

i cant access to Blackboard for these two days..

ii have no idea about the log in error

i had repeated to type in my username = curtin id and password endless times..

bt stil error occcured. aiks!!

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CIB interim report was submitted.. i felt so relieved!!

ah!! however, i must do a perfect scan b4 submitting any report..

nvr left regret for myself

ah!!!

im owes ready for the next coming tasks!!!!!!!

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y i was just mentioned bout assignments only?

aiks.. it seems tht it has covered up half of my current life.

d other part of my life has separated it to few segments....

one of those parts include family, frens and bf.. oh.. one more!!little naughty students!!

mentioning of this, it reminds me to share hw's tuition class is proceeded yesterday..

oki..

interesting story is started..

i carried heavy feeling (assignment-torturing feeling) to drive the van to tuition centre.

thr's a mirror hang on the wall outside the entrance door,

i looked into the mirror and saw an ugly gal with messy hair and tired look..

i was really shocked.. and i quicky tidy up myself b4 i entered the class..

crapping again. ahahhaa.. oki..

CLASS was officially STARTED when 7 students arrived..

except d one - the english speaking little cute boy - Jason..

as usual, Barry Kong .. he is the most disturbing, naughty, kepo, noisy, diao ge primary student tht i ever met..

i know little boy is lik this, always wanna attract ppl's attention .. tht's y he kept making noise in the class.. he always wan his frens to respond him ..wht he did? he KEK ppl la.......

i warned him the first time DO NOT MAKE NOISE IN THE CLASS, DO UR WORK!!

the second time i warned him... IF U TALK AGAIN, I WILL LET MISS LIM (headmistress) TO CHECK YOUR INCOMPLETE WORK..

the third time i warn him ... U WAN TO TALK TO MISS LIM IS IT? (d consequence is he's always being canned by her)..

the fourth time.............................. hahahhhaa.

i asked him not to sit so near wit the gal

thanks to him, my frustration shown up in the class.. i asked him wan to sit on the floor to do his work o nt, he just kept laughing.. and din say anything..

story haven finish ne.. he started talking again ... thn tis time, i kicked his chair jus to nt let him talked to the gals besides him.. i think everyone in the class were being frightened... aiks.....

i duno if my behavior correct o nt.. bt it is effective ne. whole class remain silent.. . hmhm. i shud nt be proud of tis. aiks.. i admit i cant manage the kids.. especially the kids living in wealth family..jus lik my students. aiks.. some of them are wealthy.. aduh..

the other studentalso make me really pissed. he comes from chung san.. aduhai..

he gt girlish charac- which is petty......

i scolded him y u cant even write simple words. thn he was angry and stop continuing his work..

d other one.. the gals. like to show off her achievement in the school.. especially d arrogant tfemale students..she shows me her full mark paper, i dunno wht to do.. i din compliment her. i jus asked her. IS THE PAPER TOO EASY FOR U? then she replied. yes.. it is too eaasy.......... i asked her to do the worksheet. she din wnt to do it becuz the paper is too EASY for her.. (she is arrogant)

i found a female student which indeed made my day nt boring at all..

she is yin yin .. ahha

she is entertaining..

her unintentional act kept me laughing .. ahah..

after she finished her work, .. she wanted me to give her a break cuz her hand is tired. ahah.. bt i dun let. her frustrated expression is funny.,

i must admit among all the female students, she's the troublesome one.. she is abit dumb .. always asking me hw to do this and that,,

i taught her. i asked her to choose the possible ans for the ques.

she pointed the one of the answer.. , i said no.. then she pointed another one. i said not again.. i asked her read the sentence carefully.. after she pointed the ans for third time, its wrong again,

then she yerrrrrrr.......... i told u i dunno hw to do lo... thn.. i start laughing again (not lol la)...

her annoying expression did entertained me le... ahahha.. kinda missin her nw.. ahhaa..

the other female student -she is the most clever and quiet gal in the class.. diam-diam ubi berisi. tis phrase is well-fitted to her. ahah..

stil gt d other one,, she isalways 打小报告.. ahhaa.. bt she managed to complete her work .. quite a sensible gal as well..

andy!! he's a cute and fat boy.. hehe.. his handwrting is pretty.. and an obedient student .. ahaha..

jasmine!! she is kinda clever also.. nth special about her.. sooner o later, she gonna show up her true charac.. 耍小姐脾气...

Jason - he's the most handsome and quiet boy in the cls .. even though he dunno hw to communication with his frens with mandarin, bt he stil can manage to ply wit thm. aiks. he ruined the first impression i gt to him.. bt he is a fast-learner. i wish to pay more attention to him.. bt the troublesome students couldnt make me to do so...

i guess every students hate me la. cuz i biased, i scolded thm, i criticize them.. bt no choice, miss Lim has complaint the class is too noisy.. aih. tis is my strategy, i hav no choice. im nt hoping thm to understand me la.. ahha..i wil keep doing tis if the class is noisy until it reaches a level tht cant hold my patience anymore. ahahahha!!..

tis class is really interesting, im eager to meet them ... =D

lucky day..

2009-09-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

this number is being striked in 4D for second prize.. aahaha. it striked on the firts day that i drove VAN to campus.. well.. i have to say im owes the lucky person *wink*

haha.. however, it wasnt my lucky day yesterday. which is 4/9/09 (friday). i will owes remember this day since it is a remarkable day for me

here's the story... i drove van to campus as usual.. still having difficulty in switching gear to 2 made me frustrated, wat d worst is my upper arm's muscle is twisted becuz of tis.. i went to bf's house b4 i went to campus becuz i tot it's still early then.. stayed thr for abouthalf min.. next, reached campus, walked all the way frm car park to ICT lab.. jus to print my marketing targer market report and the collage..

i walked into the fully-crowded ict lab.. omg.. i was estimated wrongly . i tot 9 soemthing thr wil stil be some seats available.. aduh. thn i went to ict office to print my collage. by the moment i closed the door i saw a paper attached on color laser printer "run out of toner'

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i asked the counter if thr is another color printer, she said yes.. need to add the printer name at the housing department. thn i went thr.. thr's nothing to mention bout the printer's name le.... luckily stil gt nyuk le. if nt, aiks... thr's owes someting unexpectedly happened evrytime whn i wanna pass up the assingment.. wakkka.a thn went to ss to certify the doc.. lol. las three pages left blank wit no parent's signature. aih!! i shud check it b4 i left home. ahhh.h...... i act expected this will happen since im muddle-headed..

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went to nyuk's house prints my report. i felt quite paiseh cuz im wasting everyone's time.. ahahha.!! aiks.... thn i left my hp at her house whn we were on the way to boulevard aihhh... shuai!! bo bien.. went to shopping, bought ICE AGE 3!! thn shopping a while.. ate kfc as lunch.. thn went to nyuk's dad office thn rushed back to campus cuz wei and nyuk gt class on 130.. ahaha.. ahahha. i skipped the class.. ahhaha.. !! i saw pris at new building, .. i forgot the existence of assgingment cover page after i saw hers one. thn walked to ICT lab listlessly.. aiks...... thn walked to new building after everything is done..

i felt hot and depressed.. i dunno why also.. aiks........ even after i passed up my report, i was not happy at all .mayb its becuz thr's stil gt CIB report to do.. i feell stressed.. thn i went to hubby's house watch ICE AGE 3 tgt.. he was kept laughing thr... kinda funny also tht anime.. not so funny de la.. aiks. thn .. nite reached.. ah.. refused to go home ,,,,,ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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lastly,i cant hold on my tears anymore.. cried out loud!! ahaha.. jus drops some tears only la..nt big deal. wht make me guilty is that i turned someone's down jo. whichmakemefeelsobad.. aiks..............................i m spiritless now..........

hohoohoh

2009-08-28T19:37:00.000-07:00

i have missed up few days to online

internet access gt big problem problem problem..

tis condition stood for three days i think ..

i realized tht i actually can survive without internet..

if only if i gt other things to do like .. watching ULTIMATUM ..

the latest singaporean drama . hehe... its about the family inheritance, the generation's avenges.. for those who like to watch this genre of drama, it is the best choice. ahha..

sis had a car crash las few days. she gt frightened and i can say the car is seriously injured. until now, i stil hadnt been going to see viva.. to be honest, i hav no courage to visit it. i scare my heart will break into half ltr whn i see it. adudududu.. since this incident, we din raise the topic tht relates to car in front of my sis. we dn wan to let her self-blaming and also guilty.. hopefully she don gt phobia in driving le..

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here's are some pictures of my birthday presents!! let gt a fast look of it...

before the pictures of presents.. ahah.. cake cake comes first.. ya.. friendship forever and forever.. wakakaka!!! =D.. THANKS FOR MY BUDDIES LA..

cousin's one.. a pair of glasses.. nice packaging hor? ahaha

this is frm George, Cindy, Lucas and ... hmhm. i act nt sure who else more.. i din expect thm wil giv me such a pretty bracelet lo.. aduh... so nice la them.. touched ='(...

owhhhhh..... the three ladies in the frame.. my affectional frens.. they are noti+ mysterious. thy had been busy to plan for my birthday .. ahah.. .. thy kept changing their plan due to my sensitiveness.. ;p.. am i right? ahahha.. xin ku le my dear frens..

oh.. the picture is taken during foundation graduation day.. ehhe.. sweet memory ma.. ahah..

it's actually a jewellery box..

dah dah.. my belongings.. ahha.. a mirror attached inside it.. i lik tis so much de la.. ahhaha!!

unexpected present

frm my sis's fren (admirer xD)... dooodolls...its name is charco.. ehhe.. cute right.. wakkaka..!!thanks for her admirer ya.. ahahha!!!!!

these earrings are from sis one. she knows me the best de la., i like the hanging earrings. and these earrings i seldom find it at town le. wonder whr she gt it. ahahha..

ahaha.. that's all for my present lo...

mhmhmmh...

hold on.. i somehow can guess u guys asking tis ques..

wht ur bf giv u? ahahah...

ahahahh..

tada ta da ta da tada

a birthday cake. i was stunned once the birthday song was playing and he reached the cake to me..so no picture is taken for tis. hahaha.. the wording on the cake is .. "happy birthday tum tum".. wakakka... gek dao.. he stil gt giv me one more present.. ahah.. ltr jus reveal la. ahaha

i stil gt received a present from Pong's .. a wooden puzzle..DINoSaUR pulak..

HHAHAHHAHA.. anyway... thanks for the presents la..wakakak...

happy day =D

2009-08-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

oh man.. wht a happy day tht hav been lost long time ago

the few days i hav been busy wit assignment.

today. i was totally ignored it. ahah.. i should learn to enjoy my life very much

since i leeave no time now . blek.. who knows the world is come to the end next yeaR?

ASSIGNMENT is not my everything.. ahahhaha.... bullsh*t.........

a good weather brings a smile on my face =)

i wwent out on 930 am.. went up all the way frm my house to campus. ehhe

rajinnya.. sat stil need to go up thr.. ahah..nolaaaaaaa

cuz gt marketing meeting today .. hehe..

went to GK picked pris up. she brought a bagpack . same as me. ehehe..

bt her bag pack is very much much prettier than mine. colourful heart shape back pack.

very nice .. =D

we change our meeting venue from discussion area, to new study area.. we were busying to move up and down. no bag is allowed in library thn new study area is being blockade.

finally under the unfavorable condition, we ended up meeting at cafeteria!!

wakka.. me, ophelia, pris and Lanny , we are a team for marketing debate. ahha..

i m so happy tht i could have made new frens this sem. .

both of them are cool.. and ... unique.. !!!

lanny is a kind of steady, wise and clever gal..she might becum a strong business woman in the future =)

ophelia iis kinda crazy, no worries, cute and her mood can swing anytime at anywher one. ahaha..

both of them are great. so good to know bout them .. ahha

we had spent the whole morn to disucss bout the debate.

omg.. today seemingly is my "lucky" day. during the decision making of choosing each role in the debate. we decide to make it fair by making a lucky draw. there are 1st speaker, 2nd speaker 3rd speaker and 4th speaker..

i draw a paper out of four , i gt nvr strike lucky draw b4. bt this time i did..

i gt 1st speaker. congratz chew rou !! thts wht ophe and lanny said to me happily..

goodness.. pris is more pity than me la. she draw the paper tht written number 4.. last speaker gt more roles to do compared to mine which is 1st speaker. i should thank God for treating not so bad.. kekek.

kekekke... ahahha.. both of us were smiling bitterly on our seats. then d two ladies sitting in front of us nvr stopped to support us to act good on our own role. lol..

adududud. then after the discussion, four of us walked to lake side cafe having lunch..

wakaka.. we gt a nice and happy chat thr .. thts the happy moment tht i wil keeep it in my mind always. thts the chat tht make my day meaningful =D

EHEHE... nex, we went to marketing mix plan's workshop. i met cheery thr. hav been a long time i din talk to her. ehhee.. so nice to meet old fren back le....

wht i can say is the workshop is not boring!! marketers can nvr make customer bored.!! tis is their principle.. ahhaha!!

overall, the workshop is fun.. throughout tis workshop, i realized tht im actually sociable. i can talk to anyone ... without feeling shy. ehhee.. aiyoyoyo. bt still need to be brave more la.. eeeeeeee..

wakakka... waht la.. i m so happy right now.. heheh

hopefully we could spend more time tgt like wht we had did today.. it's fun and it is wht the life i wan. eheh. =D:);D

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this is hw i spent my day time

during evening, i went to hubby's place.. eeeeeeeeeee. tot tht he was going to be moody the whole night..yet, i stil hv no idea wht makes him moody.

mayb he is jus overstressed..

bt no worries.. =D.. we hang out wit his fren to dinner....!!

it's fun to hang out wit his frens.. especially his funny frens.. ehhehe..

me and his frens are managed to make him happy.. ehhe..

he brought me to shop at imperial b4 his frn reached the dining place..

we gt shopped to a boutique shop.. its jus located beside E&E..

the shop is just right on my taste.. the clothes and the price is so reasonable.

i had seen more than three clothers tht i m really interested wit thr..

bt aiks.. it's just for watching only. i cnt hav it cuz i hav no money..

watever.. ahahhhahahhha.........................

huby has been asking me whrther to buy the jeans pant.. short pants. its very nice..

hwever.. ahah..he said he wnn to buy for me. i said no.. ahhah.. i also dun knw why i wil reject. wat.. i jus dun wan to waste his money anymore ba? ahahha..

watever.....

we cant own whtever we wan.. thts wht the life called.. ehhehe

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we went to Alfresco, enjoying the ambience and music thr

i was in the "high" condition once i arrived thr. lol. beat me. i hv no reason bout it

ahahha... hubby ordered bloody mary wit a mild mix wit alcohol. its nt nice

george ordered a VIRGIN bloody mary . which mean it's totally puree..

it is extraordinary nt nice.. =X......

nt virgin one bloody mary. hehe. its cost is RM 6

shirley temper?? sprite+lemonjuice+ something more.. eeeeeeeeeeee...thumbs up =DDDDDDDD I LIKE THIS DRINK... it costs RM 4..

it has been a great day for me.

UPDATED: bt sometime.. thing doesn go well as always as u expected..

this is wht's the life called..

sometime, u tot u can ba having wonderful days

however, surely thr is something tht wil ruin ur brand new day ..

y u wan to do this a? i dun understand...

who else can i trust ?? eeeeeeee.

i dun wan to think more bout it.. eeeeeee.... aiks

promise do hurt ppl ne..

rainy day reflects my feeling..

wht a sad sun..

blahhhhhhhhhhhh...........

no title

2009-08-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

i was jus went thru someone's blog.. a space whr no leave bits of memory of us.. his life seems messy .. his dream is unapproachable.. he has no one to acc him.. i tot he is having good life nw . bt he's actually not..

eeeeeeee... sometime whn i thinking back of my past with him.. i feel nothing bt slight hurt.. i jus wondered y he could do tis to me..the gruesome acts and everything.. bringing hhurt to me.. thr is stil lovely memory bet us. bt it jus lesser than the bads one.. aihh...

review of my past makes me want to treasure my bf more.. i tot i cn nvr be in love anymore.. thanks to him.. he pulls me out frm the fear.. eeeeeeee...i must say he is nt 100% a good guy. he sometime can be very .... qian da .... no idea... love is blind yet sweet.. =D

nvr try to work hard tgt to pursue our dream. i do really wanna try this. eheh.. just to strengthen our love bond.

waahahha

2009-08-15T20:18:00.000-07:00

one word!!

i need money..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

The fishes are all gone.. they are dead.. aiks.. the aquarium is left wit few of water weed.. aiks....

assignment is going to due soon..

assignment.. here i come .. aikssssssssss

im not happy

2009-08-08T02:08:00.000-07:00

im not happy

many ppl are trying to approach u

why u refused to be with thm..

i have a small circle of social life

i have a problem in socializing .. it saddens me very much

why??

are u escaping of something??

or ur fear of hurting people..

wht actually is my happiness..

wht can actually make me laugh..

i dun really know myself..

ah.h.h.h.h..h

2009-08-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

haze problem and the hotness is making me agitated..

i gt a useful advise to everyone..

do eat more sweet stuff to control agitation..=D

before we gt beaten down..

mixture..

2009-08-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

oh..procastinating to blog is nt my fault ne.. hahha

Miri's weather is worsening ..smoke is all around the miri city..

seriously blur our sight..

can see most curtin students wearing the mask now..

ahha.. starting frm tomolo onwrds, i wil wear mask as well

nt becuz to prevent H1N1.

bt the severe air pollution which suffers my breathing so much..

im sure tht every morning everyone expect to inhale fresh air.. nt the polluted air..

Miri council shud do something to solve this problem..

aduhai.. kindly beg the citizens. dun do open burning.

dun u want for fresh air, clean environment

u can just bury the waste or rubbish..i know burning is the most convenient, faster and easier way to dispose the waste.. bt thinking of others before u do this la..

Aduhai.. i have to say. thy have no brain and selfish..

no comment on this anymore..

anticipating to inhale clean and fresh air soon

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The Lucas gave me a unexpected huge surprise

tada tada tada tada

a rectangle aquarium with 11 fishes inside it.. added wit the water weeds . a necessity for fishes.. haha.. im hereby to announce..

the fishes tht we bought previously were all passed away.. ahha..

we are lacking of experience to rear fishes.. thts the reason tht causes the cruel consequence..

he bought new aquarium, the oxygen provider??.. the chemical liquid?? ..

oh ya..thr is leaving 7 fishes in the aquarium.. 4 is died.. i dunno the reason.. one female is dead this morning.. her stomach is bloated. i wonder if she is pregnant.. feeling pity if she really is pregnant. there is around 8 baby fishes died tgt wit her. aiks............

ahhaha.. however..

can u see the tiny baby fishes on the surface of water?

thy like to swim around tht area. jus to prevent from eating by the adult fishes. ahhaa..

there are eight of thm.. thy were born on the second day after the fishes were bought.. aha. hubby nvr expected he could buy a pregnant fish..

they are very pretty., i knw the picture is blur. ahah.. feel free to come with me..let u guys to visit thm. ahha..

i end this post with this picture .. the girls' favourite..

Dessert's ice cream..=D

blueberry cheesecake is nice wat.. its type of ice cream.. nt cake.. ahha.. nice .. it is nw becoming my new indulgence.. ehheeu guys shud try this.. i gt mixed ice cream cup..BC witVanilla bean.. wht a great mix.. ehhee

thoughts..

2009-08-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

if u think ur worse,

think bout others who are worse than u

thn u will be better off.. =D

thinking of this before u grumble over something..

i totally agree tht sometimes if we can be forgetful , ther will be no revenge or conflict..

im kinda person like tht..

keeping unhappiness out of mind , keeping happiness in the mind..

living ur life in this kind of style do lead u happy everyday ..

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sis is striking hard for her career now. heh

she is getting mature ady.she is kinda good in communication now

im seriously happy with tht..

i wanna catch up her step

and i cant lose to her

now i m trying to enrich my life with knowledge

ahahhaa...

so...

gambateh everyone..

do something tht make ur life wonderful and meaningfull..

dun lose the meaning of ur life...

fishes

2009-07-31T19:17:00.000-07:00

keke..

me and hubby sudd hav the want to rear the fishes

since hubby excitedly missing the moment when fishes breed and i nvr seen this b4

i had my baby fishes yesterday =D

we went to pet shop looking for fishes .

there are alot of pets like chiwawa- i dun like it becuz it is a superactive dog..

cats, hamster rabbits!!

ahha... we saw da bian yu also.. d tiny one.. So Cute.. too bad no picture is taken for it.. i dunno if everyone even seen this creature o nt.. its body sticks on the wall of aquarium using its little mouth to breath.. its job is to clean up the left over and the excrement of the other fishes in the same aquarium..

after we spot our targeted fish, the Hong Yu.. 红鱼.. i want gold fish more than tis one.. hubby advises nt to rear gold fish since it has low adaptability of living environment.

we were planning to buy 6. i tot this amount is large.. bt its actually is little jo cuz their size is jus like 3 cm lik tht.. we bought four females and two males..females is cheaper which is rm 2 while males is rm 2.50.. u can differentiate their gender by recognizing their tails.. males' tail is sharp.. picture is shown in the end of the post. ahha..

not forgetting to buy d feed lla.. hahaha.. buying the feeddepending on the size of feed cube . if ur fish is small, thn buy the small cube one..

hehe.. after tht, we went to super save searching for the fishes' shelther.. ahaha.. i coudnt believe we would find it thr.. i was thinking to buy round aquarium for them. bt too bad. there is only oval size... ahhaa.. okie. we done our purchasing .. straight away wentback to home . ahha

鱼儿鱼儿水中游~~^^

u can see tht actually 6 ekor isnt many since ther's stil gt alot of spaces.

yea.. see the oval tank. ahhaha..

bear to the quality of photos.. ahhaha...

both of us kept on observing the fishes having their lunch for bout 15 min.. quietly.. ahahha.. stupid me. its the first time i bought the fishes and prepared shelther for them. ehhee.. new experience again.. happy =D

Hoping fishes are growing well everyday.. hehe.. i m planning to name them.. any suggestion? thinking.. ahha

Baked Cheese Rice

2009-07-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

'i had acted stupidly in front of my frens yesterday

here the story goes...

ahahha.. me nyuk tina and wei were planned to have lunch tgt at cafeteria

we sat down and chatted a while

we almost forgot the purpose we were ther to have lunch

ahaha.. i was the one who woke thm up since my stomach is growling for food..

tina and wei ordered fried noodles and mi hun to eat

as usual, nyuk nyuk stil gt her small appetite just ordered pizza toast to eat

ahha

im owes the different, i gt big appetite... i owes ordered the big!! =D

hahhaha...

look wht i had ordered??????

keke..chicken and mushroom's Baked Cheese Rice.. pls take a notice on the capital letters. spot anything special??ahhaa.. BCR.. the firsttletter of my full name..

i told the stallman tht i wan this this this

thn he wrote me a note ..

keke.. at first,i tot he wanted to leave my name, he picked up a pen and started to write.. oki..B...C....R....omg.... i felt totally astonished tht he knw my name..ahhaha... i was stunned.. ahhaha... thn i quickly gt the note frm me and headed to my frens.. my stunned face was shocking by thm.. thn i told thm surprisingly tht d guy knows my name!!!

aahha... thn nyuk nyuk quickly corrected my perception and said : "it's Baked Chicken Rice la" three of them ended up burst laugh out.. oh.. i couldnt believe im so stupid. my stupidity is unacceptable la. i haven tell hubby bout this. i think by the time heknows, he wil just sigh................ blek..........

watever.. its not the first time i act stupidly ady ahah.. wats a matter tht since my stupidity does lead my frens feelling happy.. =D=):D;)

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went to watch Harry Potter with hubby las nite.. hohoho...he forgot to gt his room key frm me. he realized it jus right whn he reached home.. who asked u dun wan go back wit me la. hohoho..

oki. back to the harry potter

sigh... im indeed disappointed bout it.. bored story.. Ron is getting funnier.. he is the reason to make me nt to complain bout tis movie much.. harry is looking like a teenage, wht i can say is he is short..i tot he is 20 ady. by he seems older than Harmoine and Ron.. double disappointed.. he spotted no difference compared to previous episodes... aih..... i dun lik tht ending as well... duh.. overall, i would only give 2 stars for this episode..

*i truly wish troubles could leave me soon i wanna have my days happily*..

tired

2009-07-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

today is the second day of school

and i ady feel tired lik wht.

yest and today, after came back frm campus,

i felt very sleepy

driving slowly around 60 km all the way back to home

no 'freshing' happening around campus.. jus met some new students, new faces

nothing happens today.. wat a boring life

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huge life expenses kills my whole family

almost pushes us to the end of the cliff

if tis time i couldn get aid to sponsor my studies fee

im gonna say bye bye to curtin

and im ready for it...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................

hmmh......................

keke.. sounds sad ne..

oki.. stop to sigh .. i gt a cute and funny video clip to share wit u guys..

ejheheh...

here we go..

harry and charlie

hehe..

enjoy ur nite...

no worries

2009-07-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

problems . many problems come out in my life

social problem, love problem, family affairs, financial problem

wahahah

more and more things happen as we grow older

i cant manage to handle all

hope everything is fine as time passes by

next week is coming

yoyooy

curtin students!!

are u ready? =D

p/s: i knw it ahv been procastinating my blog for one week.. sorry bout it. becuz i was busy going out wit my hubby =D.. anyway.. nt much to update bout our hang out. wait im free and im nt lazy, i will update bout it. ahah

time is ticking..

2009-07-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

still left 19.5 hours to go

and he is back to me!!

what's my feeling now?

honestly speaking not so excited .. blek

since there's something bothers me very much >,<

however....................

his return does sweep away my botheration

hehe..

期待-ing for his back....

miss him so much...

wish to talk to him right now.

ahhhhhh

TIREDD

2009-07-19T18:47:00.000-07:00

everyday is tiring day .. ==!

aihhhhhhhhhhhhh.................

every morning i have to wake up at 7 30am

just to pick my sis to work

i believe everyone who gt nt enuf slp or sudd be awaken to do something...

IS TOTALLY ANNOYING!!

EVERYDAY !! except weekends

i have to do the same thing

my temper is becoming bad lately becuz of this

i cant enjoy my sleep until 10 am evryday

which makes me very pissed...

and now..

she wants me to fetch her fren to go to work as well

wht??

u know ppl who gt nt enuf slp driving on the road is damn dangerous

ahhhhhhhh.. enuf of this.. i cant enjoy my holiday at all..

i m type of hard-to-fall-asleep person once i woke up..

u wan me continue my slep after i take the bath, have my breakfast and wash the car?

its impossible for me

mission imposible.....!!

mum wans me to sleep around 11 pm so tht i wont be sleepy once i have been awaken by my sis

wht? whr gt ppl slepp so early during holiday??

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

i have to bargain with my sis and tell her nvr goes beyond my limit..

ahh.......................................................

HATE IT !!!

aihhhhhh

2009-07-18T09:16:00.000-07:00

speechless when u seriously dunno wht i need

speechless whn u dunno wht'd really happened

why almost all the guys hard to understand wht women need

of cos undeniable tht sometime

we women also hard to read u like a book

aiyoyoyooyo

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fan aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

nt in the mood..

i think

both of us expect something frm each other

and both of us

do not know wht each other wants

hmhmmh

aikssssss.......

Garden + ia.. = gardenia =D

2009-07-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

4 days to countdown

he is coming back!! =D

ahaha. by the time he comes back, i will sure go out everyday with him

du du du..

a month jus passed lik tht without him

what a waste

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im currently busy finding texbooks

busy finding 2nd hand book.. aiks..

still left Marketing and Communication in Business

du du du .........

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being emo this afternoon...

dun ask me why. i jus dun wan to talk bout tis..

hohooh..

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guess wht i had for my breakfast and lunch ???

tadadadad..

Gardenia's cream bun

ahahha....

my aunt bought it for us

my new love .. its jagung flavour

it had took me half of my soul during the first bite

i couldnt resist to have more of it

i wonder if i wil fall in love with other flavours like choco, strawberry

except for one which is peanut..i totally wont like it

i had done four within 4 hours

actually its still nt enuf for me

too bad i had finished all

if nt i think i could have it for dinner =D

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i have a request here.. for those who often fly to KL

or anywher ther is gardenia's bun to be sold

aha.. dun forget to call me and do me a favour to buy it

i would lik to buy one box!!

with all cream bun

woohoo!!

a day without sims (thurs)

2009-07-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

i diin play the sims today ..

wahhaha. i couldnt believe few days ago i declared i love it

and today which is de day after two days i could easily say bye bye to it

what it made me so elated to ply it is actually

i wanna prove to hubby tht im capable to raise up children

lol.. i could manage to maintain spouse relationship

relationship between children

bt one thing i couldnt manage to do well is

frendship..

ahaha. my sims have just a little number of frens

lol... and seldom in contact.. ahah..

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so now i have proved it.

my daughters gt A+ in school report

both of thm are full of knowledge

thy gt promoted very fast..

ahha..ahhaha. proud of myself. im capable to take care of two kids man

ahahha..

i wonder if i could do well too in the real life.

lol..............

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shopping wit mum and sis tonight at boulevard

i bought a short pants at FOS .

i shopped for clotes, shoes.

too many to shop. too many gt discount

i dragged my sis and mum out to the shops

just to stop shopping

jus to stop having much cravings for them

aahha..

btw. wait till i gt my own earned money

i could do shopping until i pokai la.

lol!!

exhausted day

2009-07-14T17:52:00.000-07:00

do u believe?

yesterday

i spent my whole day (morning, afternoon, evening) to ply the sims 2

i could feel my back is burning. wht it indicated is i sit in front of the pc without taking rest

jus a bottle of water besides me

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i think im overly addicted to the sims 2

i din feel tired at all while i m playing it..

jus tht after my bro took my turn to ply..

i felt my eyes are burning (too dry)

my head was spinning (lack of O2)

ahah..

addiction to the sims 2 is seemed to be a serious dilemma for me

hopefully i can pull myself out from it as soon as before the end of the holiday

i din want to spoil my studies by it.

it wil ruin my life. ahahha. =)

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hubby has edited our pictures as dekstop background

it was so lovely and romantic.. ahha.

too bad i cant put it as my desktop background

aiks..

[reason is secret] =D

ish..his sis bought a dress for me??

ahha..lol. whn i knw it from him

i just unbelievably accepted her gift and asked him to thank her on my behalf

ahaha..

it was my first time received gift from bf's family

lol... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

my life is actually great isnt it? xD

driving and playing

2009-07-13T10:50:00.000-07:00

i had spent my whole day on driving..

went all the way to town, to shop, to curtin to fill the request form

lastly went to photocopy shop

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nth much to write for this post

now its around 2 am.. hello.. its nt pm ya

ahahha.. im still hanging around the web , chatting with my hubby

hahhaa...i jus played the sims2! lol..

i had built a family which gt me, hubby and our daughter

bt too bad our daughter died faster than us.

the reason is she couldnt afford to accept the truth tht she gt the poorest student in the sch

and she is jus too playful. 5 hours to let her ply the toy is jus insufficient to fulfill her satisfaction

omg.. see hw playful she is. i think she gt inherited by me la... ;p

next. guess wht. i gt bought a type of liquid tht could remain u younger and slowing ur growing process..

of cos. it did give u side effect like extra doubling ur age and let u die faster.

the side effect happened on me instead of hubby. i drank tis everyday and it gave me side effect everday.

hubby drank it everyday and it kept him younger everyday!

wth is tht liquid.. and becuz of accumulative substraction of my life age

i gt older faster and died whn my hubby was just 40 years old

lol..............

for those who gt ply the sims.

u will witness the scene whn someone is died

the death god will appear to welcome and bring u to heaven or hell with ur luggage..

ahaha

the death god..

so now leaving hubby alone.. i gt let him married a new amu ..

ahahha.. it seems like young lady doesnt like apek ..

hubby is very rich nw. even though he is retired. hewil gt pension everyday

nw he is filling his day to the fullest with his new wife . ahah

i wont let him marry a young lady man.. ahha..

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whnever i miss him , i miss my home

i will visit there anytime.. visit him anytime

ahah. imagine i m swimming in the air without my feet touching on the ground.

ahaha..

i felt scary ne even though tht was me..

ahaha.. luckily hubby din get frightened la.. ahhaha

im going to let him die soon.. ahahha... if nt. boring ba

yea. he is happy wit his new life nw..

bt seeing him with the other gal makes me uncomfortable only

so i decide

to build another family again!!

yohohohoho!!

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The sims 2 fever!

2009-07-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

i am currently addicted to The Sims 2!

there are many categories of sims 2

such as pet, holiday,

Sims 2 family stuff

ahaha.. my family is actually started playing it long time ago

ahha. jus recently, my cousin gt a dl copies frm her fren

the sims fever is attacked us !!

ahaha..

ther is the latest version tht is the sims 3 in the market ady

aha. bt i stil prefer the sims 2. the latest the complicated ma..

搞不懂

2009-07-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

跟你通电话的感觉

两个字

舒服 =D

言语不能表达我对你的心意

我不知道该如何传达信息给你

你好像总是带着怀疑的口气来试探我是否对你真心

我不知该怎么办

怎么去证明我对你的爱

言语表达不到

我的心情很糟糕

我觉得失望，心情七上八下

我该怎么办才好？？

我想我得努力了。。

这是唯一的办法吧？

what i have done??

2009-07-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

just a brief post bout wht i have done for this weekday..

tuesaday

went to eastwood for a dinner with my uncles and aunties

din take picture of thm. thy are quite resist to the camera or hp camera

ahaha..

so i just took myself and my cousin as well..

we jus simply go around to take picture after the dinner. ahha

lets get a brief intro about her. she is form 3 now. currently single and available even though she gt alot of "fans" . her height is 168 cm.which means she just accept the guy who is taller than her ya.. hahaha...

behind the musical corridor...

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wednesday

went to curtin make the fee payment.

RM 8000 has gone like that.

aiks. kinda heartache lo....

hope i can get the loan approval soon

b4 i headed back to home

i went to check hubby's house.

see if gt anyhting missing in his room.

ahha..

hmhmhm.. kinda 伤感 once i stepped in his room

i just looked around.. ahha.. everything still in their original position as b4 he left

i gt lie on the bed a while.. hhaha..

the smell of cigar smoke in the room make me miss him more..

i miss u hubby..

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Thursday

play facebook and bejeweled

and finished watching ID 精英..

ahaha..nice hk drama..

I like this drama becuz i like 郭晋安..

jus a small poster here. ahaha. nvm la..

few of my frens have started their new sem..

hope they are having blessed everyday

and those who stil on holiday

hope everyone enjoys the holiday =)

RESULT !!!

2009-07-07T08:32:00.000-07:00

hmhmhm.. i gt no improvement for this sem's final exam

i gt 7778 instead of 8888 ..

ahhaha.. i dun expect to get all 8

becuz i knw i din put my heart to study all these subjects

actually

im satisfied wit it ady la..

this time no more 6. i break the record

ahahha

bt nex sem

mayb i wil gt more chance to meet 6 la

ahha. .

hwever,

i will study hard

ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

i will try to avoid meeting 5 and 6

ahhaha..

kla..

glad tht he gt excellent result man!!

so glad!!

eehhee.ehhehee..i guess he is very very proud of himself and happy now =D

heheh..

worries 烦恼

2009-07-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

i wish i could toss my worries miles away frm me

new sem is gonna start and there is more worries

MONEY

is what i worried the most..

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i gt dream i gt a daughter in my dream.. lol.. its the second time i dream for my kid ady.. my kid in my first dream is son, i name it Claus =)

In the second dream, i name my daughter 美颖

omg.. she is so sweet and she has a smooth long hair.. jus u knw the hair tht every baby gal have.. she's just so cute.. i hug her in my chest.. omg.. i dun wan to becum mummy so soon..

anyway, its just a dream.. no no no.. i shud say it is a dream tht i will achieve for it in the future.. =D..

ALIVE!!

2009-07-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

guess what facebook has done to me????!!

it blocks me to leave comment, to reply comment ..

why it wants to do so??

ishhhhhhhhhhhh...

mind u tht this is nt the first time i hav been blocked

its the second time

initially i tot it was line problem

lol.. dunno wth facebook is doing

if dun let me chat, why u let me join to be ur member?

ish.. i help u earn money bt u stil wan to block me

ahahhahaha

bt too bad.. u cannt catch me u cannot catch me!!!

i cant leave comment again

im alive again!!!

colourful

2009-07-04T06:53:00.001-07:00

u guys can see how bored i am

ahaha

2 posts in one day

ahhaha.. cool...

muh life is wonderful and colourful

why?

ahaha...

lame joke.... =3=

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bro is fallen sick..

bt he stil managed to eat more than three of the donuts

hahaha.. mind u tht these little donuts are extremely sweet

i gt one and it's enuf to make me disgusted.. ahha..

honestly, i dun lik sweet stuff =D

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sis is planning to go shopping tomolo

she wants me to follow her

honestly, i dun have the "feel" to go wit her

if uu're my closer fren, u'll knw tht i personally nt really like shopping

wat make me fall in love wit shopping is SHOES

yea..i love to shop for shoes..=)

eeeeee.. nth to write...

im thinking of wht to do b4 i sleep... mmhmhm

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i knw from him

one of my fren has been suffered pain of love

eeeeeeeeee... hopefully he is gonna be alright

i believe time can prove everything

time can sweep away ur pain piece by piece

take care yea my fren...

the world of the world

2009-07-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

omg... i forgot to save the post i am jus bout to post out

now, i have to retype everything

aiks.. so today is the saturday of the first week of the July

stil gt three weeks to go to the second semester of degree

ahhhhhhhhh..

daily routine is still carrying out as usual

nth special

i was planned to go to town with sis

i hav told her i wil follow her

it seems that she misunderstood my saying

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hehe.. so i need to do a plan to spend my afternoon

i had just watched The Journey To The Centre Of The Earth (2008)

The world of the world

i had watched this with Nyuk Nyuk last year

this is actually the third time i watch it. ahha. the second time i watch it when i was at Lucas's house.. ahha...

oh.. i jus realized there is another version of this movie

its the earliest one version in 1959..

i m wondering if i could get this earliest version one.

ahha.anway, i will find it out.. =)

Brendan Fraser =D

now, i have to decide the next movie i m gonna watch..aiks...

i am just too bored...........

boring

random

2009-07-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

took a quiz at facebook

当你伤心的时候,你会做什么?

my chosen answer is escaping for a moment , then slowly accept the upset happening

correct.. tis is who i am.. i will not be stubborn.. becuz i know ESCAPING is a stupid act.. ahha..

bt stil, i cant quickly accept the unexpected happening la..

a real example is just happened lately.. secret. ahha..

the given ans shows 抒解方式 is drinking and eating .. something like that. lol

aahahha... its kinda true la. bt i din drink . i eat most of the time..

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Fren offers me a part time job of tutor at senadin

unexpectedly, my mum rejected this offer.

reason : TOO FAR and TOO LATE (from 6 to 9 )

walah.......she said she doesnt want money from me

aiks.. im sad to here tht. i did wan to earn some income ..

since im 20 now.. nt a young anymore. aiks..

watever la. since she dun let, i cant do anything too..

wahahhaha...

however, my spirit to find a job is still burning

i mean the year end holiday la.. ahah

i MUST find a job.. cis....

nth can beat me down..

for the money's sake!!!!

Last outing

2009-07-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

The last outing for this sem break

the las outiing for Albert Ko...

he'd been the outing organizer all the time. thanks to him. if nt, we wil be nt able to have fun outings. lol..triple thanks to u =D.. he is currently staying at Alor Setar, going back to Perlis tomolo.. hopefully he is enjoying his night thr.. ahaha...

as usual, three pretty gals and two handsome boys went out to a diner wher ppl seldom visit (neither rich nor poor ppl)..

thers the place - Fratini.. what's full name? i cant recall. Picollo Fratini.. ahha.. it currently offers 50 percent discount of meal. so, no doubt, it was our first time to have lunch here.. except the rich guy - ALBERT!

i kinda like the dine environment thr. light is dim, the way waiter call me ~ma'am .. HAHAHA!!

however, those dishes cost very expensive for me. for commoner like me;p.

i can stil remember a steak costs rm 55 .. ahhahaha... i cant afford it seriously...

The first thing to be served is the flavouring. one is dried chilli, potong chili, and parmesan cheese. the special flavouring tht i hav ever seen.. ahhaha... i din try the dried chilli, i had tried the other two . the potong chilli tasted quite different frm the one we normally had at the cafe...it tastes very sour and spicy.i like this taste honestly, it is acceptable.. the cheese. my first time to eat it. lol.... mhmmh.. ok ok for me la. ahaha.. i ate it with the pizza. simply matchii.. ahha

we order one regular pizza. 8 pieces of it... it tastes quite ok for me.. nt really gt my two thumbs up.. ahaha.. i stil think Siamese Secret one's is the best ! XD.. craving for it now .. hehe..

one more dish. italian dish .. forgot its dA*n long name. its cheezy and creamy!! it is palatable for me.. since it was my first time met this dish, so i cant give any comparative comment ..

our pictures!!

yo.. guess wher are we??

KFC lo.. my favourite place ma. bt i din order anything to eat le.. ahaha.. jenny complaint her face is chubby.. actually this is what we chinese ppl call as 'FU QI' aaa.. hahaha..just let it stays as how it is now.. ahha...

we had a happy chat thr for about one hour... after that, we just went home.. hehe..

we will be having the other outing again when everyone is in Miri - our beloved hometown

Good luck in ur studies Ko!! ahahhaa.. this post is specially dedicated for u la. cuz ur name appeared more than anyone else in this post. lol..

happy birthday to my dad

2009-07-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

yea. today is my dad's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM

I say it in my heart (im shy;p) keke

we seldom celebrate for his birthday

becuz us (his children) having nt close relationship wit him

its one of my regret tht i din maintain close relationship wit my dad since we were young

maybe i did.. just sometime his attitude may lead misunderstanding which makes my sis fan gan

however, he did wht is best for us..

i knw what he thinks

i understand

he wanna protect , try to communicate wit us.

i know wat he is trying to do..

i truly understand and i appreciate

bt someone seems nt cooperate..

haiz...

nvm.. i know relationship can be built again =)

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jus went to parkson

supposed wanna watch transformer

but ticket is stil nt offering cheap price

so , we went to shop for dad's birthday present

we discuss quite a long time for choosing the best wallet for him

eheh.. we stil gt plyed the feng shui thing

like counting the pocket in the wallet wit "you qian" or mei qian"

its just like d trick of tearing the flower's petal

ahah.. finally we bought Piere Cardin's wallet for him

gt 20 percent discount

its stil expensive bt its worth jus to buy for dad=D

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however,

i make dad angry during his birthday =(

becuz

tayar is terbanceh?? becuz of me

i wasnt concentrate driving jus now when we were on the way back home

i was talking wit my sis

and din notice the extreme"big" hole beside the road

then tayar kena injured

i often make trouble to my family

hahahhaha

hope the present will delight him ne..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i promise .. to dad tht

i wont talk when i drive anymore!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD once again

eeeeeeeeeee.. <3>

holiday plan

2009-06-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

today de post is somehow related to the previous post

im currently thinking of how to make my days meaningful

1st plan : Jogging

2nd plan : shopping with mum

3rd plan : driver

4th plan : out with my frens

5th plan : reading

i cant think any further bout the plan .. most probably first plan wont work out.. ;p.. i dun wan to make my leg muscle bigger anymore.. lol...

bt sure i wil stil continue to keep fit, maintain my bodyshape.. !!trying~~~

ahhhhhh.. jus three weeks holiday has drive me crazy.. how bout the next three months holiday? !@#$%^&*()

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guess what.. his mum invites me to travel with them during nex study free week which is around August ne!!

ahha.. my reaction whn i heard it.. hmmhm.. ..

happy and surprised.. bt i din put so much hope on it la..

ahhaha... ahhahah.. blek;p... bt.... if it really works out.. hehhe.. i thnk it wil be nice la.. ahhaha!!ishhhhhhhhhh.....

meaningful

2009-06-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

i shud let my days be meaningful

parents invest me on studies

i cant let them down

i will switch burden to responsibility just to repay them

i will have to work hard

and study smart

i know i cn achieve my goal if only if i dun give up

i know i can do better

just that i scare to face the failure my biggest enermy

once failure beats me, it could be hard for me to stand straight again

however, i wil still be "let it go"

i will just fill my free time by doing something meaningful

such as wat? reading lo.......

me and hubby are planning to find job during the year end holiday..

hope this plan works out..=)

car is gone!!

2009-06-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

lol.. shocking event happened early in the morning.when sis and cousins were still in the dream..

i was washing car at the usual place.. that is

i parked my car on the steep hill..

while i was cleaning the head of my car.

i sudd felt the car was moving backward slowly..

actually i could stop the car frm sliding down by the time i realized the car is moving

it just tht i was too NERVOUS!!

thn i kept pulling the car with my hand held the bumper (i know its useless)

thn i screamed.. for my sis's help

she was still asleep and i stil called for her help

aihh.. then my aunt was sweeping floor at the yard

she heard i screamed.. bt i knw she couldnt help much too..

afterall she doesnt have a car licence..

thn i kept screaming helplessly

i couldnt stop the car frm moving..

ahahhaha!!

while it was moving backward, i kept screaming until the car stopped

what made the car stop is the wat .... soil... black in colour.. sticky one..

luckily... ...... the black soil saved the car =)..

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i can feel my aunt was laughing me in her heart..

aiks. after tht, i continued to wash my car. lol..

this time, i parked my car at flat ground..

ish.. this will be the first and also the last time

i will nvrrrrrr nvrrrrrrrrrrr met this kind of happening anymore..

ahaha.. thinking back of it. haha.. even though its scary bt funny oso.. ahha!!

p/s: washing car is indeed a hard work... need to vacuum, sweep away the dust in the car.. aih... my sis jus drove the car out. hope the car could remain shinny whn it comes back T.T

my holiday

2009-06-26T20:26:00.000-07:00

i spent my nite to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button..i dunno if u guys have watched it.. ahaha.. i bet many ppl had watched it ne. cuz its a best movie ever!! i gave 5 stars to this movie. it reflects us tht time is precious and time wont flow back..

trailer of the movie

parts of movie

I wish it could be a real story, however, it is not..

oki.. im ready to spend my holiday by reading book.. what kind of book. all bout money and business. lol.. i lend the books frm lucas d. ahaha!! dunno i can manage to finish all o nt.. kinda boring to read the book ne...

"secret of millionaire, next millionaire are you"

kla.. off to bath first.=)

days b4 he left

2009-06-26T20:02:00.001-07:00

eeeeeeee... oki..flash back to wednesday!! the day b4 he going back to his hometown.. here some pictures we took at the nite after we went back from dinner =D

then the next day i went to his house and sent he to airport.. ahaha.. b4 tht, we bought a mask at pharmacy.. lol... he dun dare to wear it cuz nt many ppl wearing at airport.. i gt plyed with it =) he jus using starbucks' tissue to cover his nose. ahhaa.. lol...

his flight delayed to 7pm bt he entered the departure hall earlier around 5:30pm. aiks.. being feeling sick to stay at airport. the feeling of watching him leaving. aduhai...... ahhaha...

okie.. after saying sayonara to him, i headed back to home and waited for albert to pick me up to the dinner =D..

AIKS.. the nite was nt expectedly happy nite for me.. eeeee.. bt nvm.. picture time!!

ddin take much pictures tht nite ne. after we having dinner at double star, me, jenny, pris, andy and albert went to coffee bean to have dessert!! lol.. me and pris shared and ordered oreo cheese cake!! its nice XD..!! lol....so suddenly met my sis and her frens thr also.. around 9:30 lik tht, we jus called it a day..

oki... what i really hope is everyone gt enjoyed for every outings ne. aiyoyo.. since it gonna be part of our memories.. kla.. stop here first...

Emma went to KK for her studies today. aiks..wish her all the best for her studies!!

Albert also going back to perlis soon..

everyone is leaving..

happy day

2009-06-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

today is saturday!! one week of summer holiday is ended..too much sweet memories has been stored in my mind which include niah trip, borneo rainforest trip, bbq nite, smcgc nite, "friday" nite!! =D.. i had all these memories sharing with my beloved hubby and my dearest frens. i was happy tht i gt these memories.. ehhe. ther r few pictures taken for these events. lets picture talk now. keke..

First of all, the niah trip is the most exciting trip for me throughout all the outing. hehe. why? becuz we are crazy, we are daring and we are PLAYFUL!! lol. ehhe.. overall, its a fun trip ne!!

this is the picture we tookk at a pondok

.. we saw a group of korean visitors before we aparted to the other cave.. thy were all seems energetic and we were all exhausted like apek and ama ady. =). haha.. this prove tht we are nt so sporty and seldom do exercise...

we took a nap right after we finished the tiring trip . by the time we woke up is ady 5:30.. All of us woke up, preparing the bbq stuff ready to BBQ!! =DXD..we bbq at the yard. George (red shirt) is responsible to bbq the stuff.. we all din help much . he seems to be a professional chef tht nite=D.. i jus stood aside , transferred the bbq stuff to him thn whn it is done, transferred to the table..

we had all exciting and fun activities during the nite. ahha..

hehe.. no picture for the activities. becuz its highly private and confidential=)

the next morning, we check out on 11 am and departed to borneo rainforest resort.. lol..

we were all planned to ply water at the waterfall, thts why we were all excited whenwe arrived ther. bt during the trip, the tour guide told us tht becuz of the rainfall, we cant do so cuz the current is quite fast .. owh.. we straight away gt disappointed..the worst is we couldnt join other activities becuz all stopped at 5 pm..

LUCKILY, God treats us nt bad, we saw gt a van tumpang with the visitors , thy all hav gt drenched. thn after we bargained wit the van driver, he managed to let us boating !! ya. my first experience to boating . to leave the ground and playing on the water.. we jus boating for half hour like tht only.. yea.. i duno hw to boating one.. i dunno hw to paddle. i dunno to paddle to which direction. luckily gt lucas to teach me. aduhai.. we were all drenched as well cuz we had a water war during the boating. aiks..drenched wit dirty water . it smells like the longkang water ne.. aduhai....ahaha but we are happy =)

thts all for the 2 days and 1 nite trip.. few days only and it was nt enuf for us ne!!

钱不够用

2009-06-18T18:41:00.000-07:00

jus read a post from msn mail. i think it is meaningful ..

不是收入太少，而是開銷太大

日本的諷刺明星兼導演北原武不久前又獲得一個電影的國際獎。

幾年前他的母親去世，他回故鄉去奔喪，

他一直不喜歡母親，因為她一直不斷向這一個兒子要錢，

只要他一個月沒有寄錢回家，母親就打電話給他破口大罵，

真是所謂的死要錢，而且北原武越出名，她索取的錢越多。

回到家之後，他還是忍不住大哭一場，想到他一直在外，沒有好好供養媽媽，

雖然是死要錢的媽媽，他還是覺得虧待母親。

等辦完喪事，北原武正要離開家的時候，他的大哥把一個小包袱給了他說：

這是媽媽叫我一定要交給你的。

北原武小心翼翼地打開小包袱看到一本存摺與一封信，

存款是用他的名義開戶，存款金額高達數千萬日幣，

信中母親寫道：武兒，在這幾個兒女當中，

我最擔憂的就是你，你從小就不喜歡唸書，又亂花錢，

對朋友太慷慨，當你說要去東京打拼時，我就很擔心你會變成一個落魄的窮光蛋，

因此我每月從不間斷地要你寄錢回家，一方面可以刺激你去賺更多的錢，

另一方面也為了替你儲蓄；

你給我的錢，我一毛都沒有花，你大哥一家把我養得好好的，

你的錢就是你的錢，現在就拿去好好利用吧！

看完了信，北原武哭倒在地上，久久站不起來．．．

感言：

最近花了很多钱哦

从来没动用过的红包钱

一瞬间只剩下两百块

糟糕的是我

昨天又花钱买了一对新鞋子

大家都会认为只要不是用父母赚的钱就不会觉得很愧疚

可是红包钱也是父母的钱啊

所以结论是我很想早点出来社会做工，不要花他们的钱买我要的东西

最近正申请贷款，希望申请能通过

我觉得我是一个孝顺的女儿=）

等到将来我出来做工了，我一定会准时送钱回家的。所以爸妈不必担心的啦！！哈哈。。

guilty

2009-06-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

yeah.. thy found out the car was scared badly by me.. aiks. i m so guilty about it.. wat cani do is nvr repeat the mistake again. i dun wan to repeat this mistake again. . hope this lesson will always keep in my mind. i rreally nt doin it purposely a. aiks.. why am i so careless and clumsy one. is it my natural character? aiks.... no aiks anymore.. i must be careful !!!

happy dayyy

2009-06-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

i skipped the whole afternoon time of doing revision. u guys should give a big applause to me since tomolo its the day i mean exam and i stil dare to spend the time doing other thing else. ahhahha@@..

i had spent my time , went all the way to senadin jus to meet him. mhmmm.. i know ppl might think it is a stupid act.,, eeeeee..bt its worth to do it for him =).. hehe.. he was happy to see me. bt i could see his worried expression, tml will be the day . judgement day .. aiks. can see he put much effort in preparing the exam. unlike me. urghghghg.. nvr felt nervous on it.. hope he could get his expected result ne. ehhehe.. oh ya. i stil managed to make him released stressed ne. ehhe.. even though at the beginning, hmh. something happened.. i mean unhappy thing happened which made him very akward.. aiks..bt the nite ended up happily. =D...

we went to beach (lutong) b4 we went to dinner. hehe.. long time ago.. its been a long time we nvr been ther .. kinda miss the moment we spent at tanjung beach.. there was alot of families playing with kites, walking along the beach, chasing for each other.. hehe. nice scene..

i took this pic from google d. the sky was nt so yellowish when we were there.. ehhe.. ahh... we enjoyed very much jus by playing with each other.. doing childish thing tgt. ehhe.. another unforgetable memory.. ehhe..

after that, wnt to dinner at pujut 5 ther. mummy intro him to go thr to eat. ehhe. he seemed very exicited and happy whn he tasted the chili and the fried meat.hhah.. happy to see him to be happy.. ehehe.. we just ordered three dishes .. hehe...

thts all for today lu.. tml will be the judgement day. hnnnnnnnnn.. bt i dun feel nervous at all. i stil prefer to be what i wan to bbe la.. dun care so much de la.. hehe.. happy go lucky@!!!! good luck for yr exam ne hubby. hehehe.. i will owes support uuu ne !!!!

tired tired

2009-06-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

5 days countdown to final exam week. unexpectedly, i still have alot of things nt yet been advised. and im trying to race with time, hope i will be finished reading on time .. aiks..every units i took this sem all are theoretical. memorizing is necessary .. i actually miss maths.. im envy those engineering students. almost all units thy take involve mathematical application ..

wat a tiring day today. reached at campus around 8:30 am..studying the whole day in library. library is crowded as expected since this week is study free week.. lol... i actually spent alot these few days on food!! ahha.. gt abit sayang whni spent those money. haha. watever la.. AHHA.. xiao cai bu chu, da cai bu lu ma.. =)

someone missed something which is precious and important. hope he is able to find it out. aiks..muddlehead hubby!@@

thts all for today, going to slp nw.. need to charge my body with full energy. ahhaa.. nite nite

Go To Fun Fair!!

2009-05-30T08:36:00.000-07:00

Upon wht i have promised i will post the pictures out for yesterday outing..

b4 i start anything bout the outing, i would like to announce my internal marks has out.. the result is satisfied.. but i believe i can still do it better and score more. overall, the obtained mark is medium for me. neither sad nor happy for the result.. i gt abit slack off after i knw the mark.. hmmhm.. its a bad sign.. a really bad sign...

ahha.. ok. back to the original topic..

so las nite, as usual... (actually its not usual) me, hubby and his buddies gt a date to xing hua ge lou to have dinner.. we departed thr around 6 45 pm... we were jus reached ther too early. his frens which is also my frens la still staying at Louise's house.. we had been waiting for them for around one hour. ahhaha.. after tht, since we expected thy would came late,we went to pick cindy first lu. after we picked her up, back to tht restaurant. stil nt seen the gangs..thus, we decided toorder the dishes first to save time.. ahha.. we had ordered 5 dishes at first lo. around 7something, the gangs reached. all of us gt 10 ppl... we jus asked the kitchen to prepare the dishes for5 ppl d.. eeeeee....i knw its nt enuf, so we ordered one dish again. kailan.. ahha.. my favourite!!

dintake the dishes' pciture la becuz we were starving until no time to take it. who ask the dishes were serving so late huh.....hubby ate so much las nite. i think most of the fried chicken have been eaten by him lu.. ahhaha.. muaks my hubby.. it will be great if your appetide maintain lik tht forever.. blek..

after the dinner, we chatted a while and frm the chat, i just knew fun fair is opened already !! i was so excited and happy!! bt someone seemed nt to be scared becuz he gt phobia to ply those things.. ahha. blek... ahah.. ahhaa..

fun fair is crowded ne. ahhaa.. i was sweating lik hell right after i play the round round thing.. ehhe.. let pictures talk the rest ba..

Fun fair view.. took it whn we ride on roller coaster=)

the round round thing i mentioned jus now d.. ehhe.. challenging !!

noti hubby and rou ..<3

Thats all for the pictures.. its was my first time to be thr with my loved one.. ehhe.. finally my dream is fulfilled.. and im happy with it!!!!!! ehhehe

Miss Him

2009-05-29T22:04:00.000-07:00

im currently feeling nt good .. being exposure to the sun in the whole morning. aiks.. watever.. what make me so sick and stressed is insufficient time for the exam preparation. it was the first time i felt so anxious tht i could'nt finish reading the chapters right b4 the exam.. i've been very lazy this sem. i dunno wht happen to me ne. anyway, i wil try my best to finish those reading lo. aiks.. jia you ne !!

will post the pictures of last nite outings (with hubby and frens) later.. hehe.. i miss him so much right now.. <3<3

confidence

2009-05-28T06:00:00.002-07:00

Confidence

is what i need the most

feeling bad

2009-05-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

today bad thing happened.. iaks.. im feeling so bad now. i m feeling to confess to parents tht i did something which disappointed them. i m so wanted to tell my family tht .......little viva is injured!! aiks..

this morn. i was going to campus with hubby as usual.. found a suitable space to park the car. oki. i turned in, keep forwarding until i think it is bout to stop. whoknows, my estimation was wrong. i slowing down the speed to forward...siapa tahu.. aiks... knocked the bumper and left scar below the bumper. its not obvious to be discovered if u dun really notice bout it. aiks.. i felt so bad over it. my carelessness caused injure on little viva. i dunno wht to do now. . actually wat i m planning to do is. wash its body the nex morn.. aiks.. i have to protect it. its my carelessness to not protect it from anything. aiks.. parents have trusted me tht i would protect this car very well since im its first owner. aiks.. sorry my little green viva.. aiks.. i would lik to apologize to u. tml i swear, no matter hw tired i will be, hw much sweat i would have, i will clean u up looks like the new one. actually u r stil new ne. aiks. my bad.. sorry =(..

sorry !!

eeeeeee... eventful day??

2009-05-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

today is expectedly tired and sien le.. especially during the bis lecture.. i prefer management's lecturer, tht is ms Ng, she is more straight forward and nt long-winded. as for the bis's lecturer, i knw she is trying to nt to make the lecture dead by trying to carry out some extra activity in the middle of lecture, bt i think it doesnt work at all.. becuz.. she doesnt knw us well. some students escaped during the break time. i was about to run away.. however, i cant be so cruel to nt let she completed the lecture wit happy mood, so i kicked this idea out of my mind. however, i gt regretted bout my decision lo.. aiks.. ahha.. nyuk and wei and pris and nicole were chatting with each other to kill the boring period, while i had nth , no one to talk with, thts why i felt the time passed very slowwww. watever it is, i stil managed to sit properly until the lecture is finished.

wht came across my mind during the lecture is going out with hubby tonight. i wonder y i would suddenly think but tis,, mayb its becuz of i couldnt let my day ends with such this boring and uninterested event.. hahaha.thus, we went out at last

ehehe.. he had decided to go to xin hua ge lou to take the dinner.. ahhaha.. he was somehow suprising with my driving. becuz i was about all the time potong potong the cars.. mhmh..its alright i think.. i dun lik to follow ppl at the back if the car was driving too slow. however, i had promised him i will reduce the time to cut the line and cut down the driving speed. ahhah!!

we reached there for nt more than half hour a.. we had ordered four dishes, one vege, two meat and one tofu.. ahha. actually tofu can be catogorized as vege right. aha. watever la.. ahha.. we had expectedly to nt manage to finish all the dishes. it can be seem tht hubby had tried his very best to finish all the dishes. ehe.. muaks. he ate alot ne today, more than me pulak. jia you de la!! ehhe.. the rest like meat.. we took it away and headed to boulevard after the dinner

shopping a while at boulevard.. no idea whr to go , no idea wat to buy. he bought himself two belts. one is polo one. d other i dunno ne. the polo one is nice and unique. it suits him very well ne =) . heheh.. both belts are costly lo.. lol... oh ya, we also went to idol house to have a walk. eheh.. guess wht we saw. a lot of key chain, i mean couple key chains are avalaible thr.. he asked me to choose.. ehhe.. so i choose lu.. most of them are too common, we managed to choose a pair of key chain tht is unique compared to the rest of them. it costs rm 29.90ne. its quite costly lo. bt he din mind d.. actually he is mind d.. hhmmhmh.. aiks.. im planning to buy him something to pamper him d. ahha..

then.. nowhere to shop, go home lu. holding each other hand walk out to the boulevard.. until backed to home. i miss him so much right now. hope to spend more time with him. scared tht after sis gt the licence, we wont hav much time to be tgt anymore.. aiks. hope everything going smoothly ba.

a lesson for me and every drivers

2009-05-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

i am slacking off for a while.. actually i have been slacked off for quite a few days ady..i gt three weeks to my exam preparation. hope this given time is enuf for me to prepare well for the final exam lo..

im actually nt so excited and nervous bout the final exam .. haha!! is it good or bad? omg.. i nearly involved in accident today. i mean car accident. wat a reckless driver of me can be. there is a persona in front of me since i passed over the lutong bridge. the driver drove with slower speed. i think its 60 lik tht bA?? thn whn we reached the junction at permy roundabout, it still in front of me.. i stay quite a near distance to it. i thought tht since we were at roundabout, we need to stay as close as wit the front cars so tht we wont be trapped and wait for so long for the next chance to exit the roundabout. this is wat i think. i also nt know is this tot is correct. i wil consult anyone bout it.

ok. back to the story, my head was most of the time stayed at looking if the road is clear, i din mention the persona was stil in front of me. whn i was about to step the oil, i reacted quickly ,switched my feet frm oil to break.. luckily my little viva's head is short, if nt.. ah.. accident will happen and it may toss a shadow for me perhaps tht i will nvr drive anymore.

i swear,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i will never stay as close wit the front car again le@@...thanks God for protecting me and preventing accident to be happened. i will learn the lesson and drive carefully. whn thr is time to be slow, i wil slow down, whn thr is time to be fast, i will be fast.. i will drive extremely careful careful. i also dun hope anything to be happened to my viva le. eeeeeee... ah.h..

this fri.. i m gonna to somewhere with my hubby again. ahha.. help him distress b4 the serious stress fell on him.. hehe..

1st year anniversary celebration

2009-05-16T07:59:00.000-07:00

whenever i was needed to drive, i will feel nervous and uneasy. i think its becuz i knw myself very well tht im clumsy . its my nature characteristic.. hwever, everything is going smooth today, thanks God to be wit me all the time =)

my best fren, emma.. has nt been finding me for quite a long time. i think she has forgotten me.. hw i wish i gt a best fren who knws me well , who can lend me her shoulder to cry.. aiks.. eeeeee.. the rest jus let the pictures talk ba..

b4 i post the picture. yesterday was having celebration for our one year anniversary.. wat a wonderful year.. for me and him.. sweet, sour, and bitter pieces of memories, all printed clearly in our mind..hohoho.. hehe.. i was the driveer las nite. hahha.. funny thing is he was nervous when i was panic in driving.. i forgot which gear i shud change to when i stepped out of the roundabout.. ahha.. and while we were going to siamese secret. ahha. he was shocked and nervous after he witnessed i screamed and panic.. lol.... hahha.. sorry my dear. hmhm.. ahhah..

finally we were sadrly arrived ther.. sayang my hubby ne.. nt mean to scare uu.. i also wan to drive better de.. aiks........too bad, din receive ur compliment..

ehhehe..

it was my first time been ther.. let the pic talks ba..

French flies- Rm 7 per basket. a reasonable price =D

Half done Lamb chop - his love <3>

Beef Pepperoni pizza-- BIG THUMBS UP

We cant manage to finish the large size pizza and the big basket of the french flies.. oh muh god.i forgot to take the picture of vanilla float!! it was sonice.. overall. everthing tasted so nice !! ahehhe..satisfied with de dinner.. ehhehe.. especially him. he was excited to hav the lamd chop after a long time.. ehhe.. happy to see him excited bout it and he did talk alot when something tasted so right with his taste.. ^^

after that, we went to bou to shop for daily goods lo. lol.. ahaha.. washing powder, shampoo. these are all the things he need.. haha.. he grabbed my hands walk around le.. ahha.. happy de la.. ahhahahahha.... eeeeeee.. hmmmmm. hehe.. blek.. a happy day for us today.. hehe.. muaks hhubby... happy first year anniversary.. i love uu..

blek.. ^.^

Love is nt as simple as u think

2009-05-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

I love U...

but i dunno if u love me

no matter hw many times i hav asked u

do u love me

i knw u wont refused to answer it yes, i do

the last hug i had is terrible

i can feel tht this will be the last hug from u

ur unwillingness is my fear

i was so scared

i felt uneasy, i kept looking into ur eyes

so do u..

deep inside my heart asking is he the one who will love me foerever??

hw could i forget everything i witnessed..

its truth tht lie in front of my eyes

i hope its just a joke.. i wan the truth frm u

bt i dun dare to confront u..

wat shud i do.. to hav a answer from u..

aiks.....

how complicated can love is

sour feeling

2009-05-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

first at all, this will be a sad post..

my life shud hav to be very happy since i gt nice friends, loyal bf and caring family.. i gt everything i wan.. bt still i felt i lost something.

i have no idea since when i have nt been serious in studies. i stil remembered the first sem in foundation, i was a gal who is interested in studies. everyday after reached home, for sure i will take my book out and start revising.. everytime during revision, i can pay full attention to it.. bt now no more, i was like forcing myself to focus reading.. i wonder if i hav lost interest in studying anymore? i was like giving up myself... no more confidence to me. nvr put much effort in doing anything. even group assignment. i wasnt serious on it.. sorry to tina.. sorry tht u gt such this group mate. ur actually gt bad luck to have a group mate lik me

i know i shud be lik this anymore.. i hav to decide to change my life.. i cant be so muddlehead anymore.. i cant be. i really cant.. i wan to get myself back .. aiks...hope thr is something to hold my spirit, reason for me to pursue everything. i jus dun wanna live like a dead person..

arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i did an unethical thing today ... if i was purely ethical, i wont find out something which is really broke my heart.. by the time i knw it, my nose felt "sour". . later thn starting to think much and persuading myself to think positively.. no matter hw hard i had tried to persuade myself, it doesnt work.. my mind is keeping towards negative side.. i knw i shud believe bt i jus couldnt make it.. wat shud i do.. pretend tht nothing has happened? i knw myself well tht i m nt de person who can hide feelling from anyone.. i like to speak my mind out.. i really dunno what shud i do .. shud i confront it?? aiks.. thing is nt easy as u thought..

i think i shud just sleep and let everything disappear frm my mind.. if only i could do tht.. hmmhmh...

AGAIN!!

2009-05-06T06:31:00.001-07:00

it seems that i had once again let the chance gone.. hmmh.. y i owes not grab the chance tightly and always think very much before doing anything. simple to say, im coward and thinking much is just an excuse. my hated personality has created alot of problems to me.. lol..

once i see so many cars park at the parking lot. my leg is started to shiver. why wont i try to challenge myself. just parking a small viva between two cars IS REALLY HARD for me le.. argghh..i dunno why am i so scared of parking.. maybe i will nvr do anything which im nt sure to do it. its just like i could hardly estimate the distance, the direction which the stering to turn to.. i need to think b4 i start to release my clutch. of cos i know im the beginner, i shudnt be so rushing.. however, car is bought for driving, nt for decoration. i do wish i can drive to senadin with my viva start from tomolo onwards. bt bt bt.. see ... finding excuse again. aiks.. shi bai a.......

whatever it is, im going to set a goal for myself, that is driving to senadin from next mon onwards. no more excuse.. i need to be brave .. i knw.. i shud not be timid.. arggh.. what makes me so scared to drive thr? mati engine? no of cos.. diff conditionn will be if i drive the van. becuz it looks bigger and strong... wakaka.. serious, im nt kidding.. its ok for me to drive van.. i feel no fear at all... the new car is giving me alot of pressure. how would i overcome it? arggh.. somebody helps me..

oki.. im thinking of revealing my abandon space to everyone.. any readers.. aahha.. needs someone help to post my link le. ahaha.. kla.. write till here first.. i need to continue with my research on BIS .. ermmm.... arghhhhh... sien....

HAPPY!!

2009-05-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

i am really happy tht i was able to make him happy.. hehe.. i have no idea why i laughed at the moment i saw him walked into the room.. ehhe.. i just kept on laughing by the time he asking me the reason i laughed. hmhmh.. ahha.... eeeeeeeeeee.....<3>

i think its true that he is the reason to make me smile.. i have been stressed up these three days.. once i saw him, i felt so relieved and relax.. time always goes so fast during happy hour.. eeeeeee.. but i had satisfied with the short happy hour becuz i was eventually made him happy.. eeeeee... i miss him so bad right now.. im nt sure if he hears my heart talking.. im truly love him.. he is the one who can make my day down and up.. happy and sad. my mood has been set up by him.. he brightens my day. he is my everything.. i wish i could precious him.. i wish i could make him happy all the time.. i wish i will not hurt him, disappoint him.. eeeeeee... muaks hubby.. i love u.. i really do... muaks...

ah!!

2009-05-02T20:34:00.000-07:00

i realized something which is very important to me.. i just browsed through the website las few days to search about ways to be brave and confident..

first tips it provided is Dun ever think too much when you want to do something. i think it's the only effective way for me to do . the other ways such as do what you dun dare to do bt u wn to do so badly for 15 min? i currently dunhave guts to drive. bt is it enuf to do it for 15 min?? i think its really can., i would jus need to practice hw to reverse and parking at my house's parking area. oki. the others way i forgot ady

ahhhhhh.. why am i so timid??.. my dear has been waiting for me to go find him and i act lik a coward keep blaming to the viva(manual car). aiks. i shudnt behave like this. its just so.. hated?? why can i be so stupid in driving? i can drive steaily on the road. but when i come to parking or reverse. god.. i have no idea.. turn stering to left or right is totally so unfamiliar with me.. im a noob or wat?? i need my dad's help so much.

besides tht, i do need to overcome the fear.. fear that mati enjin at roundabout? which is really dangerous once u failed to do it. roundabout is just on the highway. can u imagine it? stop at the junction and cause traffic jam. wahhh.... ahahha.. i cant stop imagine bout it.. i must.. wat? practice la... my sis is indeed assisting me alot. she's been my guard all the time during driving. and her temper is just same as my dadone.. which giving me much pressure until i scare this scare tht. bt without them, i wont know my reversing and parking skill can be sucks lik this.. !! argghh... what to do,, im waiting for dad coming back, to head to the senadin. ahh.. i wish everything is ok la.. .. jus be relax ma.. relax. mhmmh.. ah!!

PRACTISE

2009-05-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

i gt give up easily.. im thinking how to be brave and confident. the failure keep striking me. and i dunno how to beat it down. i do want to face the problem. i really want.. i mind d way ppl look at me?? i actually dun scare.. bt once i meet failure, i will straight away get beat down.. aiks.. i know i cant continue to be like this. ppl around me starts to feel unsecure to be with me. even my family too. wht am i going to do? keep on practicing?? i dunno.. hmmh.. i shud be a calm and wise.. most important is be brave.. i shud move first.. shud overcome it alone.. i cant lose man.. i really cant.. cant escape anymore..

if i keep telling myself lik this.. will i eventually succeed ?? of cos i know heart works with my think is de best solution. and also PRACTISE...........

oh.. everything is testing my patience

2009-04-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

This is where the place i would abandon all my negative and bad feeling.. here i am to mention first, i would not come here unless something worse is happened or something which could make my day brighten all the day, so far, my life is currently void of hapiness lo..

what am i going to write in my first post in the abandoned blog is.. about friend issue.. anyone who knows me well will knw that im not FRIENDLY person. if i think i can go easily with you, i will be friend with you.. i dunno if it is a bad personality, i've tried my best to be what thy wan me to be.. becuz i nvr wan to be resisted by my frens.. wat i know for now is i have a few friends now.. which i wanted to add more, i want to expand my circle man. who nvr wan to hav this? argghh.. especially a caring fren, good fren, who is having mere identical with my personality. i hav finally found one. bt i m nt sure if she is willing to accept her as my long-term fren. wht i mean long term here is, i do need a fren who can be with me forever.. lik wht normally written in novel, story book or quotation. " Treasure your friends as they are your forever companion". yeah... its true. it is dam* important to have a long-term fren man. aaahhhhhhhhh.. finish fren stuff.. now..

.. ah.. i tot today will be a perfect day for me .. what im trying to say is. a prefect day which doing all the things smoothly.. who knows, ah.. jus a tiny little buddy (dead) simply worsen my day. ahhhhhh.. what la.. why couldnt u compatible with me? is it im too hard for u to treat me like ur owner?? im gently enuf to treat u as my honey.. bt why u stil did it to me??? or im stil nt qualified to be ur owner.?? arghhh..wts the problem.. or im too naive to u?? hahah.. btw.. im nt going to give up .. ur testing my patience and im going to prove to u tht is i control u nt in reverse ok?? eeeeee... however, u need to cooperate with me to make everything smoothly ok?? if only if u do so, i will pamper u, giving u a flower bath..decorating u with cute stuff..wah.. sounds good right., take ur time to think bout it.. its beneficial to u.. =)..

i think thats all for my first post.. hmmhmh.. do not expect i will come here everyday, or once in a week. i may turnmyself up at least once a month or none? ahaha.. kla.. my first post.. i m going to abandon urself here.. wil nvr reveal ur identity.. ahahha.. jiane!!